10-02-2017, 07:05 PM
Day 52,
Today was a rough day; it felt as though my IQ dropped 30 points today; I could only complete half of what I normally could at work. I could only focus for two seconds at a time, and write one phrase at a time. But, I was hysterical; cracking jokes any chance I got. People were receptive to it, but I don't want to push my luck by doing it all the time. I was feeling genuine joy while doing this.
I feel like my mind is properly oriented in relation to learning. But, the actual methodology is being flawed right now, as in, I can't sit and focus at this time.
I had a first date with a woman. She's very quirky, and she is very interested in me. I expect that we will be having sex next time we see each other; she invited herself over to my place for next time. She also kissed me on the cheek right after I hugged her.
Today was a rough day; it felt as though my IQ dropped 30 points today; I could only complete half of what I normally could at work. I could only focus for two seconds at a time, and write one phrase at a time. But, I was hysterical; cracking jokes any chance I got. People were receptive to it, but I don't want to push my luck by doing it all the time. I was feeling genuine joy while doing this.
I feel like my mind is properly oriented in relation to learning. But, the actual methodology is being flawed right now, as in, I can't sit and focus at this time.
I had a first date with a woman. She's very quirky, and she is very interested in me. I expect that we will be having sex next time we see each other; she invited herself over to my place for next time. She also kissed me on the cheek right after I hugged her.
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