09-22-2017, 06:59 PM
From highest day 6 to lowest day 7, it was an emotional roller coaster. Had a really frustrating day. I didn't seem to get anything right and felt like I needed someone to love me and to validate me. The need for a male validation was something that I thought I had gotten rid of and I thought I had almost got over my past emotional baggage. Although I know this is DMSI healing me, I still couldn't control my emotions being so low.
The good thing is that I don't feel like quitting, instead, I feel like my subC is asking me to listen more.
The good thing is that I don't feel like quitting, instead, I feel like my subC is asking me to listen more.
