09-18-2017, 05:36 AM
Saturday night and last night I experienced energy becoming denser in my pineal gland area. This is good news as I was wondering when this would happen. Yesterday and this morning I also felt slight detox headaches as well.
List making and accomplishing the tasks on the list is becoming rather satisfying. My sleep schedule is shifting towards a 5 am wake up time. This makes sense because I have more energy when I wake up as to when I go to bed (duh!!!! lol). Thus to accomplish things before work, which is basically and 2nd shift job (the shift I hate working the most), I would have to wake up early before work and accomplish what I want, because that's not happening after work.
The conept of jogging isn't as repulsive as it use to be. Before MLS I was not much of a fan of jogging. Running in other sports fine, but running for the sake of running ,nope ,nope ,nope ,nope ,nope!! But now I'm not so opposed to the idea.
Remebered my dream last night. I'm also interested in the possibility that a healthier pineal gland equates to more vivid dreams.
My observation ability has skyrocketed.
2 odd side effects worth noting. My emotional fortitude is better, possibly due to an increase of thought power in the mix. Also a realization has deeply sunk in me since running MLS, if I want any kind of permanent change I NEED to develop and execute the character required for accomplishment of my goals. There is no shortcut during the character building phase, just retraining my reactions, expectations, and beliefs, and then relentlessly executing until habits change. I guess the most difficult phase for me is the "hypocrite" phase where the execution of new behaviors feels less than genuine. I definitely wasn't expecting character to be so essential to me or be such a clear-cut non-negotiable. We'll see how this all plays out in the future.
List making and accomplishing the tasks on the list is becoming rather satisfying. My sleep schedule is shifting towards a 5 am wake up time. This makes sense because I have more energy when I wake up as to when I go to bed (duh!!!! lol). Thus to accomplish things before work, which is basically and 2nd shift job (the shift I hate working the most), I would have to wake up early before work and accomplish what I want, because that's not happening after work.
The conept of jogging isn't as repulsive as it use to be. Before MLS I was not much of a fan of jogging. Running in other sports fine, but running for the sake of running ,nope ,nope ,nope ,nope ,nope!! But now I'm not so opposed to the idea.
Remebered my dream last night. I'm also interested in the possibility that a healthier pineal gland equates to more vivid dreams.
My observation ability has skyrocketed.
2 odd side effects worth noting. My emotional fortitude is better, possibly due to an increase of thought power in the mix. Also a realization has deeply sunk in me since running MLS, if I want any kind of permanent change I NEED to develop and execute the character required for accomplishment of my goals. There is no shortcut during the character building phase, just retraining my reactions, expectations, and beliefs, and then relentlessly executing until habits change. I guess the most difficult phase for me is the "hypocrite" phase where the execution of new behaviors feels less than genuine. I definitely wasn't expecting character to be so essential to me or be such a clear-cut non-negotiable. We'll see how this all plays out in the future.
