DMSI Journal

[Purple Jade]

Day 2 listened a lot overnight as well as daytime. Today I'm feeling cold and vulnerable, really craving for an emotional cuddle. I'm guessing it's the healing/resisting part of it.

I do have issues listening loops back to back. I can only do that when I sleep, during daytime, my routine just doesn't allow 2 loops back to back and I have to pause, go, pause and go again quite often. Anyone knows if this is damaging?

As for listening at night, I wasn't able to sleep whole night last night while listening.

Try and experiment with lowering the volume, until you get used to sleeping with loops on.

Besides getting distracted and having to stop and start, downside of daytime loops is that you may feel spaced out after finishing. Not a good thing to have if you have to drive, for example. If you've only used 4G before... 5.5G is a lot more powerful, and takes a while to get used to, even with naturalizer and other safeties built in it.

Thank you Dr.

Yes, and that was what I did last night and managed to be in and out of sleep all night, not perfect, but still rested a bit.

I do feel my body temperature rising - I normally used two layers of covering and I had to take out one and still warmer than having two. Very thirsty the whole night, got up a few times to get drinks.

Also had a couple of vivid dreams, not really sexual.

Overall, I feel good. i probably had 8 loops overnight. No headache, almost don't want to stop.

This is Day 3.

Recall of Day 2 incidents:
In the morning, there was a guy on a bus standing next to me sideways to start with, and I was also standing. In the middle of the journey, he just turned around and faced me. He was wearing tight suit trousers and I got a full view of the crotch and I could tell what was inside wasn't resting. A minute later, he turned sideway again.

At work, I have this colleague who is like 10 years younger than me and we are close and he is like a little brother to me. We had a little disagreement with work and I walked away. An hour or so later, he came over to my desk to settle it. He held my hands with both of his hands, looked straight into my eyes maintaining eye contact for a lot longer than he would normally would and he never held my hands before! I'm not attracted to him at all, so I'm not sure if this is also DMSI effect.