Wasting time on chatroom and watching Animes.
No desire to Study or Touch a book.
Low appetite
To resistant in doing even mental calculation
Tried taking IQ test left in the middle.
Sometimes I wonder that how fucked up I am? Wish I had Done E2 then it won't have taken this long.
Having dreams which makes no sense even dream wise.. Proof of H&C.
I know what Arsenic left MLS-5.5G saying it makes him beta. When I was of OF-5G. I was in dominating kinda mode. My words struck deep into people's hearts. Some even Asked me "Who r u? What r u?" like a dialog from movie.
But when I started listening to MLS-5.5G. It was like no one would listen to me. As if I became invisible. Only when a party asked me something then I would say and they would listen to me. It's as if my beast mode was gone. I used to dominate in conversation but now I cannot.
This change made me really scared and gave me anxiety so I left MLS-5.5G for like a week but then I started listening to it again. I felt that I was becoming weak and people can easily fool me.
I seriously don't know what learning has to do with all this. But I am willing to go thru all this.
Few benifits that I have seen is that :
OCD Gone :
I used to listen to same songs again and again but now I listen to every song.
My skin picking habit has vanished.
I am always relaxed and stress free.
NoFap seems easier.
Girls :
I can talk to girls for hours and they still don't get bored. But the kinda of girl i am attracting are not into sexting but more like having casual talk. One girl says she wants to marry me.
One girl who kinda likes emotional dudes is now it me. She said that I am not that attractive by looks but she likes my presence so much that she. Lost interest in her Bf. Saying that she likes my company.
When I was on OF-5G i attracted girls who were into hot stuff and flirting. But on MLS-5.5G its more like a bond.
Well its working but slowly.. Good things r on its way
No desire to Study or Touch a book.
Low appetite
To resistant in doing even mental calculation
Tried taking IQ test left in the middle.
Sometimes I wonder that how fucked up I am? Wish I had Done E2 then it won't have taken this long.
Having dreams which makes no sense even dream wise.. Proof of H&C.
I know what Arsenic left MLS-5.5G saying it makes him beta. When I was of OF-5G. I was in dominating kinda mode. My words struck deep into people's hearts. Some even Asked me "Who r u? What r u?" like a dialog from movie.
But when I started listening to MLS-5.5G. It was like no one would listen to me. As if I became invisible. Only when a party asked me something then I would say and they would listen to me. It's as if my beast mode was gone. I used to dominate in conversation but now I cannot.
This change made me really scared and gave me anxiety so I left MLS-5.5G for like a week but then I started listening to it again. I felt that I was becoming weak and people can easily fool me.
I seriously don't know what learning has to do with all this. But I am willing to go thru all this.
Few benifits that I have seen is that :
OCD Gone :
I used to listen to same songs again and again but now I listen to every song.
My skin picking habit has vanished.
I am always relaxed and stress free.
NoFap seems easier.
Girls :
I can talk to girls for hours and they still don't get bored. But the kinda of girl i am attracting are not into sexting but more like having casual talk. One girl says she wants to marry me.
One girl who kinda likes emotional dudes is now it me. She said that I am not that attractive by looks but she likes my presence so much that she. Lost interest in her Bf. Saying that she likes my company.
When I was on OF-5G i attracted girls who were into hot stuff and flirting. But on MLS-5.5G its more like a bond.
Well its working but slowly.. Good things r on its way
