09-11-2017, 04:16 AM
Day 5 cont.
So I've having more residual effects from DMSI, getting stares from women like "who is this guy". Even girls with bfs. I have to admit it feels pretty good.
On the MLS front, I ran it today while I was studying (first day for running MLS). First thing I noticed was the state shift after 15 minutes which was HUGE! Went from a kinda drowsy cbf state to a switched on, focused, very grounded and very centered state.
While I was studying my SubC started sending me vivid memories of times when I really excelled in what I was studying and how amazing it felt to do really well and to top my class. Felt good.
Currently I'm debating whether or not to do an absolute minimum run of DMSI. 32 days A and 32 days of B just because I'm loving what I'm having. I can really feel that if I run this I might transform into some sex god. Very tempting. I'll be deciding this during the day tomorrow.
Finally, I've been tossing up getting a girlfriend for the next little bit. Just so I can meet my human needs of connection, affection and sex easily which will free me up to focus on other things. I could go back to my ex whose a model but her mum is a real POS. Ideally I'd like to find a real chill chick just so I can kick it at the end of the day without any stress or hassle. Running DMSI would definitely help me with this as well as going to this meditation/ crystal healing workshop I've had my eye on. Plenty of cool chicks love that shit.
Determined out.
So I've having more residual effects from DMSI, getting stares from women like "who is this guy". Even girls with bfs. I have to admit it feels pretty good.
On the MLS front, I ran it today while I was studying (first day for running MLS). First thing I noticed was the state shift after 15 minutes which was HUGE! Went from a kinda drowsy cbf state to a switched on, focused, very grounded and very centered state.
While I was studying my SubC started sending me vivid memories of times when I really excelled in what I was studying and how amazing it felt to do really well and to top my class. Felt good.
Currently I'm debating whether or not to do an absolute minimum run of DMSI. 32 days A and 32 days of B just because I'm loving what I'm having. I can really feel that if I run this I might transform into some sex god. Very tempting. I'll be deciding this during the day tomorrow.
Finally, I've been tossing up getting a girlfriend for the next little bit. Just so I can meet my human needs of connection, affection and sex easily which will free me up to focus on other things. I could go back to my ex whose a model but her mum is a real POS. Ideally I'd like to find a real chill chick just so I can kick it at the end of the day without any stress or hassle. Running DMSI would definitely help me with this as well as going to this meditation/ crystal healing workshop I've had my eye on. Plenty of cool chicks love that shit.
Determined out.
