09-09-2017, 08:47 PM
Damn it. I went out to a social event on a boat. They all know each other, but I knew a couple of people (the ones who invited me). There was one girl who interested me, and kept staring at me. I chatted with her briefly.
Then, we went to a restaurant / bar; the bar was full of good looking women, but I had zero interest in chatting with them. I wasn't scared; I just had no motivation. In the past, my mind singled on a woman and gave me motivation to approach. Not now.
Earlier today, I had an energy work session with the gentleman behind 'Masculine Intent'. The energy work did move some stuff around, but he interrupted it because he hear knocking from my end. I realized that he was talking about renovations next door. We're picking it up next week. We might have addressed some of my fears, but not my sexual interest.
Then, we went to a restaurant / bar; the bar was full of good looking women, but I had zero interest in chatting with them. I wasn't scared; I just had no motivation. In the past, my mind singled on a woman and gave me motivation to approach. Not now.
Earlier today, I had an energy work session with the gentleman behind 'Masculine Intent'. The energy work did move some stuff around, but he interrupted it because he hear knocking from my end. I realized that he was talking about renovations next door. We're picking it up next week. We might have addressed some of my fears, but not my sexual interest.
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