09-08-2017, 06:07 PM
(09-08-2017, 05:37 PM)Plouf Wrote:Quote:Edit: could also be that I'm so on chalant about having the aura as a result. I can imagine guys who worry so much whether or not their DMSI is working are actually hindering their own progress.Indeed. Luckily I'm on DMSI for goal #2. And I don't go out that much, so I don't really expect anything from goal #1 and #3. In fact I became a IML user because I wanted to get rid of my anxiety and fear of women. I just suck at seduction and I don't even know what is the problem. I talked about fear just now but I'm not even sure if that's the problem. So well I came here then figured I should just run DMSI because of the h/c. My problem with women could be some craps in my head blocking me.
I dated a girl two weeks ago and I was as anxious as before, couldn't even escalate with kino.
Phew I have a long way to go.
Haha well sorry for the story and all, I just wanted to let you know some of my background.
I ran DMSI A for 24 days or so, that was my first run. I was using hybrid flac, starting with 2 loops and slowly increasing that number. But I was resisting so hard. I had to stop the sub because it was really hindering other aspects of my life. I was just a legume at home.
I took a month break, running Overcome Procrastination (to catch up with the mess DMSI did) and APE to feel better. I ran them for 30 days and I started my second run of DMSI 6 days ago.
Surprisingly the resistance is gone. I run the US version this time so it may be that. I have no resistance as for now, but I don't seem to execute fully the script either.
Quote:Partly what I say to myself over and over "subC mind accept all suggestions from this sub and integrate them into my being"I do something similar while meditating. "I allow myself to execute fully DMSI. DMSI is good for me and there is nothing to be afraid of", and I empower all of that with symbolism and visualization.
I don't do that daily tho.
Anyway, your result is interesting and strengthens something I was thinking since a while. DMSI users might need real experiences and results with women beforehand to kickstart it. DMSI may be too much of a leap for guys like me.
You probably just have more crap to work with. The fact you're a legume at home is a great sign that the sub is working. I've had the experience of resistance to know what it feels like. You must push through. Seriously read through Firebrand's journal, he faced the pits of DMSI and pushed through. Same with chaos (he noted a 30 day period of at home being a vegetable). Do whatever it takes for however long it takes and you'll get the break through.
On the topic of girls, I used to be an absolute natural. I was once considered super sexy naturally having girls everywhere swooning over me. That effects waned quite a bit in recent years but both my ego (which loves having that identity) and my SubC know what to do and how to do. They also know the goal is to become the sexiest man alive so in that regard it works.
I strongly believe in your case, pushing through is the solution. Being a vegetable for however long it takes is the path required for you to execute. It's just your body feeling the resistance and working through it. The resistance you face is all the internal blocks you have (all the walls around the current you) stopping you from executing and being the you the script is pushing you towards. Perseverance and persistence is key. So much so with this work that its my personal motto now when working with subs.
I might have far fewer walls just from life experience. So you are correct in saying life experience can influence how quickly one gets results. If anything, take it as a blessing that DMSI wants to put you through hell, more walls to break through. Probably not too much of a leap, just you got more shit to get through.
Like Shannon says, you have two choices:
1. Push through
2. Run away
