I don't know, it's pushing me to deal with alot of things and it's either that or through the work i've done on the deeper issues and the realizations my priorities are shifting.
And I realize to get ahead the focus on those other things are more important. DMSI may get me to the point of realizing I need to deal with money and such but i'm not under the illusion it's really going to help on money beliefs and such and for that I need something focused on that specifically.
DMSI isn't doing what it's supposed to in the area of girls, though yes i'm not going for them at the moment. I'm mainly staying on it right now to extend the healing on the core wounded emotions. It's only around 5 weeks until the date I set i'd do it while focusing on healing the abandonment and other wounded emotions.
I'm probably talking to more girls than in a while recently, but without the intent of trying to get anything. So i'm not sure what will happen in a few weeks when I decide i'll be with girls again. That will likely bring up more of those things again and it will be finding the balance of just talking to them how I have been and going for it if I like them without being too much like "I really have to get something from them".
And balancing the being more social without just looking for girls but then being okay with going for it when there's the opportunity. Hanging out with other people and not just thinking about anywhere I go just going there for girls like before.
On the other hand, i'll continue healing with Inner Bonding for example. But sorely focusing on healing has gone on long enough.
I don't know what i'll do next. I realized BAMM isn't so much my goal though I thought it was, so i'll see what else I can do. Or maybe just work on money beliefs with other methods for a while and take some time off subliminals which I have barely done in years.
Why isn't BAMM my goal? Because I want balance, I don't want exclusive focus just on that which is what it would take.. I want to grow in other areas too and not just go from obsession with girls for years and not being able to really think about anything else to money instead of girls. My main goal is enough money so I don't have to worry about finances and I can do the things I want to do and go the places I want to go. I give zero fucks bout having a ferrari or something for example.
I do find it cool that with DMSI and the healing my priorities have started to shift to dealing with what I really need to deal with. And that in the end takes me away from DMSI.. but that's fine. Though honestly of course the desire is there and when 3.2 comes out I can't say I won't be tempted.
And I realize to get ahead the focus on those other things are more important. DMSI may get me to the point of realizing I need to deal with money and such but i'm not under the illusion it's really going to help on money beliefs and such and for that I need something focused on that specifically.
DMSI isn't doing what it's supposed to in the area of girls, though yes i'm not going for them at the moment. I'm mainly staying on it right now to extend the healing on the core wounded emotions. It's only around 5 weeks until the date I set i'd do it while focusing on healing the abandonment and other wounded emotions.
I'm probably talking to more girls than in a while recently, but without the intent of trying to get anything. So i'm not sure what will happen in a few weeks when I decide i'll be with girls again. That will likely bring up more of those things again and it will be finding the balance of just talking to them how I have been and going for it if I like them without being too much like "I really have to get something from them".
And balancing the being more social without just looking for girls but then being okay with going for it when there's the opportunity. Hanging out with other people and not just thinking about anywhere I go just going there for girls like before.
On the other hand, i'll continue healing with Inner Bonding for example. But sorely focusing on healing has gone on long enough.
I don't know what i'll do next. I realized BAMM isn't so much my goal though I thought it was, so i'll see what else I can do. Or maybe just work on money beliefs with other methods for a while and take some time off subliminals which I have barely done in years.
Why isn't BAMM my goal? Because I want balance, I don't want exclusive focus just on that which is what it would take.. I want to grow in other areas too and not just go from obsession with girls for years and not being able to really think about anything else to money instead of girls. My main goal is enough money so I don't have to worry about finances and I can do the things I want to do and go the places I want to go. I give zero fucks bout having a ferrari or something for example.
I do find it cool that with DMSI and the healing my priorities have started to shift to dealing with what I really need to deal with. And that in the end takes me away from DMSI.. but that's fine. Though honestly of course the desire is there and when 3.2 comes out I can't say I won't be tempted.
