08-19-2017, 01:40 PM
MLS is hitting me in weird ways. I find myself going into a trance like state, having either ideas for businesses where I'm visualising products in crazy detail, playing with their dimensions and properties and simulating using them all in my minds eye, or going into deep modes of thought about questions I have, coming out of them with blinding insights.
When this happens I come back feeling super spacey and detached from reality and it takes some exercise to ground myself again.
Im moving forward now with making one of the products just to see if it will work. In terms of the insights , MLS is teaching me the problem of optimisation with constraints. I'm a limited human, with a finite amount of resource and time, I've been trying to have everything (in my journals a recurrent theme has been my inability to choose what to focus on), MLS is helping me with a new framework for decision on this fundamental issue. I'm also learning to be truly independent of other people's judgment. It's developing still but the insight I've had on this is and its effects on my Social and work anxiety has been immense. It's a problem I've tried to deal with in AM6 which made me independent but hateful, in LTU which made me self validating and loving but impotent and unmotivated in action taking. MLS helps to make it so that when you have a problem you can take a step back and engage in a rational calculation to solve it.
When this happens I come back feeling super spacey and detached from reality and it takes some exercise to ground myself again.
Im moving forward now with making one of the products just to see if it will work. In terms of the insights , MLS is teaching me the problem of optimisation with constraints. I'm a limited human, with a finite amount of resource and time, I've been trying to have everything (in my journals a recurrent theme has been my inability to choose what to focus on), MLS is helping me with a new framework for decision on this fundamental issue. I'm also learning to be truly independent of other people's judgment. It's developing still but the insight I've had on this is and its effects on my Social and work anxiety has been immense. It's a problem I've tried to deal with in AM6 which made me independent but hateful, in LTU which made me self validating and loving but impotent and unmotivated in action taking. MLS helps to make it so that when you have a problem you can take a step back and engage in a rational calculation to solve it.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
