01-24-2012, 11:46 AM
Thanks Shannon you always do have a good way of explaining things.
I have felt this way once before which was when I was into the whole PUA thing a few years back and was also listening to a lot of hypnosis at the time.
As for the not believing the way I see it is its just a program I listen to at night so its not putting me out of my way so why not continue and just see what happens. Although I must admit I do have some expectations from it.
Another cool thing my ex messaged me yesterday and it had almost zero effect. Pretty much didn't care.
Had some weird dreams last night to. I had one where my ex was messaging me to see if she could come over and I just messaged back saying I was busy.
I'm starting to understand the roller coaster that everyone says you go through on alpha its been a lot like that for me and its good to know its normal and to just ride it through and enjoy the ride.
Was also getting a lot more respect from people in general yesterday. Girls and guys saying sorry to me for something that almost seemed insignificant. Guessing this is some sort of high status vibe.
When trialing out some of Ryans advice on online dating yesterday I got a few numbers and could have quite easily get dates with some girls but for some reason didn't feel like going out on dates with them even though one or two of them were what would be considered gorgeous. Not quite to sure what that is but also at the moment aren't to worried at all about sex actually and another thing is in the last two week masturbation has gone from daily to once in that time and now don't feel like it at all.
I have felt this way once before which was when I was into the whole PUA thing a few years back and was also listening to a lot of hypnosis at the time.
As for the not believing the way I see it is its just a program I listen to at night so its not putting me out of my way so why not continue and just see what happens. Although I must admit I do have some expectations from it.
Another cool thing my ex messaged me yesterday and it had almost zero effect. Pretty much didn't care.
Had some weird dreams last night to. I had one where my ex was messaging me to see if she could come over and I just messaged back saying I was busy.
I'm starting to understand the roller coaster that everyone says you go through on alpha its been a lot like that for me and its good to know its normal and to just ride it through and enjoy the ride.
Was also getting a lot more respect from people in general yesterday. Girls and guys saying sorry to me for something that almost seemed insignificant. Guessing this is some sort of high status vibe.
When trialing out some of Ryans advice on online dating yesterday I got a few numbers and could have quite easily get dates with some girls but for some reason didn't feel like going out on dates with them even though one or two of them were what would be considered gorgeous. Not quite to sure what that is but also at the moment aren't to worried at all about sex actually and another thing is in the last two week masturbation has gone from daily to once in that time and now don't feel like it at all.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
