Day 5
Going through my loops at work.
I am becoming more aware of the fact that I am left eye dominant. I have known this for quite some time, but now this fact has turned into the fact that I am not using my right eye very well and that it is considerably weaker than my left, although no, I do not have a lazy eye. I am experiencing a new sensation that my brain has recognized this imbalance and is attempting to make necessary repairs. I'm starting to notice a lot more things in my right peripheral vision. Cool! I very much have felt like I "live" off to the left in the past few years of my life after my concussion. It is an odd sensation, like my entire being is off center and exists predominantly in the left region, if that makes any sense at all. The brain is a funny thing. To expand upon my past posts, I continue to see things more clearly, more in focus, and in greater detail. I theorize that, from what I recall from reading about the brain, that me left eye is controlled by the right side of my brain and the right eye is controlled by the left. If this is true then it would seem I have room to improve the left side of my brain which is the side responsible for a great deal of logic, reasoning, and executive function.
I have always been a fan of seduction and social dynamics. I decided last night to buy Arash Dibazar's latest video series "Supernatural." As I am watching Arash on video I am picking up his attitude, his mannerisms, his mindset, and it is surprising to me how quickly I am able to mimic and take on these characteristics and see how they play out. This passive learning stuff is frikkin cool.
I am experiencing less desire to use my ecig. I kept reaching for it and then something in my head said NO and then I retracted my reach. I consciously want to use it but theres this huge force inside my head yelling at me saying why its a bad idea. Like damn, who the hell? Lol. Silly MLS.
Edit:
Something else I wanted to touch upon. A lot of you call it Chi. After my concussion I noticed I now had the ability to direct my thought upon a part of my body and how it would react to me directing that special kind of attention to it. For example I can direct attention to different parts of my brain and it almost feels like someone is tracing a fine line in different parts of my head. Same goes with my skin and muscles. Right now I am experiencing this sensation with my right eye so thats why I figure that my subconscious mind was trying to heal, or somehow change, what is going on with my eye. Normally I do this consciously but it seems the subconscious has stepped in. I don't necessarily know that I believe in Chi. The way I see it, the brain is very powerful. By directing my attention to an area of my body, my brain will naturally start to focus its attention on that part. To me its really just that simple. Or hey maybe I'm crazy.
Going through my loops at work.
I am becoming more aware of the fact that I am left eye dominant. I have known this for quite some time, but now this fact has turned into the fact that I am not using my right eye very well and that it is considerably weaker than my left, although no, I do not have a lazy eye. I am experiencing a new sensation that my brain has recognized this imbalance and is attempting to make necessary repairs. I'm starting to notice a lot more things in my right peripheral vision. Cool! I very much have felt like I "live" off to the left in the past few years of my life after my concussion. It is an odd sensation, like my entire being is off center and exists predominantly in the left region, if that makes any sense at all. The brain is a funny thing. To expand upon my past posts, I continue to see things more clearly, more in focus, and in greater detail. I theorize that, from what I recall from reading about the brain, that me left eye is controlled by the right side of my brain and the right eye is controlled by the left. If this is true then it would seem I have room to improve the left side of my brain which is the side responsible for a great deal of logic, reasoning, and executive function.
I have always been a fan of seduction and social dynamics. I decided last night to buy Arash Dibazar's latest video series "Supernatural." As I am watching Arash on video I am picking up his attitude, his mannerisms, his mindset, and it is surprising to me how quickly I am able to mimic and take on these characteristics and see how they play out. This passive learning stuff is frikkin cool.
I am experiencing less desire to use my ecig. I kept reaching for it and then something in my head said NO and then I retracted my reach. I consciously want to use it but theres this huge force inside my head yelling at me saying why its a bad idea. Like damn, who the hell? Lol. Silly MLS.
Edit:
Something else I wanted to touch upon. A lot of you call it Chi. After my concussion I noticed I now had the ability to direct my thought upon a part of my body and how it would react to me directing that special kind of attention to it. For example I can direct attention to different parts of my brain and it almost feels like someone is tracing a fine line in different parts of my head. Same goes with my skin and muscles. Right now I am experiencing this sensation with my right eye so thats why I figure that my subconscious mind was trying to heal, or somehow change, what is going on with my eye. Normally I do this consciously but it seems the subconscious has stepped in. I don't necessarily know that I believe in Chi. The way I see it, the brain is very powerful. By directing my attention to an area of my body, my brain will naturally start to focus its attention on that part. To me its really just that simple. Or hey maybe I'm crazy.
