07-23-2017, 11:22 PM
For the last 2 days I didn't listen to the sub as I want to try the approach mentioned in LionKing's thread. I noticed some kind of mini-bloom yesterday, felt sexually charged, had lot of sexual related thoughts about a certain woman and every time they came up it gave me an instant boner, which was almost the first half of the day, lol. Other than that I didn't notice much difference.
Saying this I feel somehow frustrated because I seem to be hitting a wall with DMSI and V3.2 will take a whole while until it is here. That's why I started to think about approaching some of the problems from another point of view. Like doing MLS for improving socializing. But as my problems are fear related I also thought about OF as I remember Shannon saying that small scripts are more likely to be executed. But in the lights of power OF is lightyears behind DMSI so I don't know if this approach would make sense at all. I am somehow desperately looking for way to overcome what's holding me back from true success (as quickly as possible) as I am really tired of being in the place I am but no way seem to be the perfect fit.
Today, two loops A (hybrid/TS).
Saying this I feel somehow frustrated because I seem to be hitting a wall with DMSI and V3.2 will take a whole while until it is here. That's why I started to think about approaching some of the problems from another point of view. Like doing MLS for improving socializing. But as my problems are fear related I also thought about OF as I remember Shannon saying that small scripts are more likely to be executed. But in the lights of power OF is lightyears behind DMSI so I don't know if this approach would make sense at all. I am somehow desperately looking for way to overcome what's holding me back from true success (as quickly as possible) as I am really tired of being in the place I am but no way seem to be the perfect fit.
Today, two loops A (hybrid/TS).
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
