07-23-2017, 05:01 PM
Well, I am shitting a lot. I think it's a detox of some kind and if I remember it correctly then the MLS description does say something about detox of mind and body and pineal gland.
What surprises me that when I was on the MHS.5.5G sub then it took about a week before detox could happen.But, on MLS its started on Day 2.
Also, notice that I am slowly and slowly starting to keep emotions out of the learning process. I mean the best example is of Stock Marketing. When u are making decisions in that area then u must be calm and focus. Sudden fluctuations in Market should not fluctuate your decision. Cause if u do then it's a costly price to pay. In short external fluctuations should not affect ur Emotions.
Right now I am not investing in stocks. I am just watching them and learning and in 3 days I do have learned a few things which I haven't been able to learn in past.
Sometimes I am so much focused on something or into my thoughts that I loose track where I am and what is happening around me..(I heard Einstein was like this). But this is just a phase I know that.
Also, I haven't picked up any books to read. I mean I did try yesterday but felt as if I was forcing myself or maybe I was testing myself. Then I thought hit me. That I shouldn't expect anything from anyone, not even subs. Not saying that it wont work. I am 110% it will work. But "Expectation" is a conscious process and it interferes with your progress.
I do know that by the time I reach day 30. I will be a different person. But day 30 will just be the beginning.
Yesterday I read a few post saying that they were experiencing anxiety. That's true I was also experiencing that but its 6:30 am here and I feel Calm so.
I am experiencing really vivid dreams. Today I dreamt that I met two girls who were nerds and They asked me for my phone number but was not able to save my number on their phone due to some app or Android issue...In the end, they gave up and said hope we meet again. I was sad cause I know that it won't happen and then I woke up.
I still make mistakes while typing and have to correct it alot.
I type the following words like this:
to=two
sometimes I double repeat...like While WHile instead of just one.
lot of typos .Maybe I am always in hurrying thats why al this shit happens or
Maybe I should start looking at my keyboards while typing this ..Wow I didnt made any mistakes.
What surprises me that when I was on the MHS.5.5G sub then it took about a week before detox could happen.But, on MLS its started on Day 2.
Also, notice that I am slowly and slowly starting to keep emotions out of the learning process. I mean the best example is of Stock Marketing. When u are making decisions in that area then u must be calm and focus. Sudden fluctuations in Market should not fluctuate your decision. Cause if u do then it's a costly price to pay. In short external fluctuations should not affect ur Emotions.
Right now I am not investing in stocks. I am just watching them and learning and in 3 days I do have learned a few things which I haven't been able to learn in past.
Sometimes I am so much focused on something or into my thoughts that I loose track where I am and what is happening around me..(I heard Einstein was like this). But this is just a phase I know that.
Also, I haven't picked up any books to read. I mean I did try yesterday but felt as if I was forcing myself or maybe I was testing myself. Then I thought hit me. That I shouldn't expect anything from anyone, not even subs. Not saying that it wont work. I am 110% it will work. But "Expectation" is a conscious process and it interferes with your progress.
I do know that by the time I reach day 30. I will be a different person. But day 30 will just be the beginning.
Yesterday I read a few post saying that they were experiencing anxiety. That's true I was also experiencing that but its 6:30 am here and I feel Calm so.
I am experiencing really vivid dreams. Today I dreamt that I met two girls who were nerds and They asked me for my phone number but was not able to save my number on their phone due to some app or Android issue...In the end, they gave up and said hope we meet again. I was sad cause I know that it won't happen and then I woke up.
I still make mistakes while typing and have to correct it alot.
I type the following words like this:
to=two
sometimes I double repeat...like While WHile instead of just one.
lot of typos .Maybe I am always in hurrying thats why al this shit happens or
Maybe I should start looking at my keyboards while typing this ..Wow I didnt made any mistakes.
