Overblown Hyperbole - DMSI V3.1-A

[SargeMaximus]

Thank you Have at ye, lol!

Sarge: Thanks a lot!

That is a bit like apples to oranges. Before, I was not getting anything like this happening, I was struggling to see anything in reality with girls around me. This is night and day, very small differences mind you, but they're there and seem to be slightly improving weekly. I believe I've cleared/healed enough that some small things are occurring now. This is why I've stuck to Version A aside from the one week experiment Shannon wanted. And chilled out on loops to make sure I wasn't overdoing it. Just being relaxed about letting it happen when I've cleared and healed enough and not pressure myself anymore. I figured that as long as it was consistently tunneling into my mind with regular use, Version A would clear/heal enough to allow me to start seeing something at some point to show me it was breaking through. And that it would just be a matter of time, rather than just try to chase quick results that would likely just end up in more resistance/failure/disappointment. I plan to stick it out with Version A until "final" and results are design goal level for at least 6 months. THEN I may consider a switch, until then, it seems premature, clearing and healing as a focus seems the best path forward for me.

I think for me, I've always had amazing social skills, extroverted and what not, so none of that stuff has been my problem. My problem was simply clearing and healing the past I've had with girls, that's IT I feel. For me, everything stems from that, which is why I've managed to be a beast everywhere else in my life, but this part has been in shambles always, it's been compartmentalised. Once removed, my results would explode I feel as my social skills and extroversion etc. would be allowed to be brought into things at last. So, for awhile now, I've often considered that I'm not quite the hard case originally thought of. It's just my issue was more obvious and powerful, but localised to THAT area if you get me. So, I'm likely in a position for a dramatic change, far beyond many perhaps, from one extreme to the other, once the past no longer defines any aspect of my being in this program's goal, and the rest of me can be able to flex it's muscles in this side of my life.

That's how I feel about it now, makes a lot more sense to me.

This is great to hear CatMan!

I definitely know what you mean about having just one thing holding you back. In my case, the lack of social skills are the problem, but I've never had problems with sexuality or knowing I wanted women. And aside from my mother, I've had good experiences with women overall (including an 18 yo baby sitter I had when I was 5 yo. I won't go into details but yeah )

So I too feel like once I can get over this hump, my results will skyrocket. Perhaps we can have a healthy one-upmanship? lol, jk.

But yeah, side A is good. I went a long time believing it wasn't good or was broken somehow but I've seen some great internal things click lately and yeah, I'll be sticking with it. Maybe I'll use track B here and there but I'm enjoying side A immensely.