(07-10-2017, 08:53 PM)maxx55 Wrote: CatMan, you have no idea how happy I am for you to finally see some real positive difference in your life from this sub.
Congratulations man!! And I will definitely check out the books you mentioned!
Its only a matter of time!
Thank you VERY much Maxx, that post brought a big smile to my face. It's long overdue, and I hope to continue the momentum. It's slowly, but tangibly built up more and more each week, not just results with girls, but my mindset and feeling. I've been diligently reading my 3 books, they've each had a MASSIVE effect on me. I can't recommend them enough, I have such a vast understanding of myself, other guys, and girls in particular now due to them. It's amazing to watch others now, especially girls, and see the book's words play out in real life with girls around you and you can decode them, lmao. Amazing. This will have big effects for me over time, I'm sure.
(07-10-2017, 09:30 PM)Shannon Wrote: I am just frustrated. It seems like every time I get my hopes up from something you write, you crush my hopes that we are finally making progress in a later post. Add to that pages and pages of ideas and additions to add in 3.2, and then being stuck working on MLS at a snail's pace and the custom I have to do after this... it's frustrating that I can't work on everything at once, also. It was just an expression of frustration, venting. I just need to disconnect more. Focus on what I'm doing, stop worrying about the rest. I'm working on it. No hard feelings on my end, hopefully you feel the same.
I'm going to hope after 3.x final comes out. Until then... enjoy whatever results you get in the meantime.
It's been a real jaunt, nobody has to tell ME that, lol. I think I even said at the start, with V2.2, and often after that, that I knew that due to my past, this program had it's work cut out for it. A lot of clearing and healing was needed, I knew it from the outset. I knew it would be a serious journey. I'm only getting small amounts of results right now, but they are seemingly legit now, and increasing weekly. So, I may be starting to breakthrough, so even though it isn't to design goal or sex itself yet, I think with this happening, it's a very good sign. Maybe the dire needs of clearing and healing I've had are starting to subside. I've often wondered about the fact that sooner or later it must be processed "enough" to start showing the rest of the script through it, maybe that time is starting now. Future progress to design goal could be possible it seems, based off these last few weeks. I'll stick with it.
Disconnecting, focusing on what I'm doing with myself (in life and with girls, what they're doing with me) and stop worrying about the rest (when others comment when they aren't physically with me to accurately judge). Indeed, exactly what I wrestled with and have started to improve on since that last exchange. Ironic to have the same kind of realisation!
At the end of the day, others may speak through their own issues, and aren't side by side with me in situations, so they may not be able to fully see what I'm seeing. So at times I've likely denied what may have been going on and followed their words more than my own eyes. I am trying to be more trusting of my own perception of things, as well as educating myself by reading those 3 books for example, and will until they're largely memorised. And also the amount of accumulated V3.1-A snowflakes themselves doing their own changes to move things along in that regard as well, of course. All in all, I think I'm at the point where it's clear I'm executing a bit more each week, and I can see the effects in myself, and with others, girls.
I am noticing small tangible change now, clear enough to be legit. So, I wanted to report on it as I knew it would be appreciated. But only after taking a few days away from the forum to start to train myself to disconnect more from it and to believe more in what I'm seeing first hand with my own eyes and trusting myself, more than anything.
Thank you, Shannon.
