DMSI V3.1-A
Day 118
A few days ago, I went back to 2 loops per day, after several days of 6 loops per day, I've been gradually stepping down to 2. It felt better, and more worthwhile at this point, to just chill out with it and go back to the normal 2 loops, and relax and let things happen in time. I'm dreaming often (including a dream about a girl recently I haven't seen in person for a few years but who is a beauty queen and another about Money Mayweather that was cool, lol), feeling good, so this must be the right amount for me now. I will continue at 2 loops until otherwise. I like the practicality to it, and the fact I'm no longer chained to my headphones daily, and that I'm continuing to get dreams, meaning it's still having tangible impact. Win-win!
I'm continuing to read The Rational Male, The Rational Male: Preventive Medicine, as well as another book I just finished earlier today. It's been highly recommended to me, Practical Female Psychology For The Practical Man. Originally, I was planning on rereading that 10 times as well as both RM books 10 times. But, some of the material overlaps, and I don't like how they completely excuse feminism for the damage it's caused both genders, especially men and masculinity and how women perceive us as a result of this feminisation of men, and relationships. We'll see if I decide to add it to the rotation or incorporate another book.
Overall, I feel at peace. I have a sense of indifference somewhat about women, I'm sure I do still "care", but it's greatly moderated now it seems, like they aren't the priority or necessity they once were as I've spoke of before. That can't be a bad thing. I feel with this, and added clearing and healing over time, I'm sure things will start happening for me, in a more flowing, natural, sustainable way. Instead of trying to force it through desperation or neediness like before perhaps. I mean, eventually, we certainly must hit a point where the clearing and healing is out of the way enough for the program to function well, it's just turning out to be a different point for each of us. I will continue burrowing into my mind with Version A in the meantime.
I've so enjoyed being reinforced by The Rational Male and The Rational Male: Preventive Medicine. KNOWING that many of my suspicions about things that I've watched play out in real life, despite the relentless agenda to blind me from it or shame me away from it, has really helped me feel better about myself and things in general. I feel a sense of control and agency thanks to those books. I can't recommend both books enough to ALL men. I'm sure it's just a matter of time, as long as I keep going with rereading the books, and doing loops and getting all the awful garbage in the past cleared and healed, and being out there regularly.
That's all for now, friends!
Day 118
A few days ago, I went back to 2 loops per day, after several days of 6 loops per day, I've been gradually stepping down to 2. It felt better, and more worthwhile at this point, to just chill out with it and go back to the normal 2 loops, and relax and let things happen in time. I'm dreaming often (including a dream about a girl recently I haven't seen in person for a few years but who is a beauty queen and another about Money Mayweather that was cool, lol), feeling good, so this must be the right amount for me now. I will continue at 2 loops until otherwise. I like the practicality to it, and the fact I'm no longer chained to my headphones daily, and that I'm continuing to get dreams, meaning it's still having tangible impact. Win-win!
I'm continuing to read The Rational Male, The Rational Male: Preventive Medicine, as well as another book I just finished earlier today. It's been highly recommended to me, Practical Female Psychology For The Practical Man. Originally, I was planning on rereading that 10 times as well as both RM books 10 times. But, some of the material overlaps, and I don't like how they completely excuse feminism for the damage it's caused both genders, especially men and masculinity and how women perceive us as a result of this feminisation of men, and relationships. We'll see if I decide to add it to the rotation or incorporate another book.
Overall, I feel at peace. I have a sense of indifference somewhat about women, I'm sure I do still "care", but it's greatly moderated now it seems, like they aren't the priority or necessity they once were as I've spoke of before. That can't be a bad thing. I feel with this, and added clearing and healing over time, I'm sure things will start happening for me, in a more flowing, natural, sustainable way. Instead of trying to force it through desperation or neediness like before perhaps. I mean, eventually, we certainly must hit a point where the clearing and healing is out of the way enough for the program to function well, it's just turning out to be a different point for each of us. I will continue burrowing into my mind with Version A in the meantime.
I've so enjoyed being reinforced by The Rational Male and The Rational Male: Preventive Medicine. KNOWING that many of my suspicions about things that I've watched play out in real life, despite the relentless agenda to blind me from it or shame me away from it, has really helped me feel better about myself and things in general. I feel a sense of control and agency thanks to those books. I can't recommend both books enough to ALL men. I'm sure it's just a matter of time, as long as I keep going with rereading the books, and doing loops and getting all the awful garbage in the past cleared and healed, and being out there regularly.
That's all for now, friends!
