06-23-2017, 12:12 PM
(06-23-2017, 10:38 AM)Shannon Wrote: Auric shielding is in A and B. Emotional shielding, which does an entirely different job, is only in A.
Happy to know that I wasn't misunderstanding that part.
(06-23-2017, 10:38 AM)Shannon Wrote: Auric shielding is only intended to act as a protective effect. It's designed to prevent you from being negatively influenced or affected by others energy-wise as much as possible. So when haters are stewing at home on how much they hate you, their hate is being sent to you and then you are happily redirecting it to a /dev/null output.
And that's why I was hoping that it might apply to the ex in question. I don't think that there's another person on the planet who resents me more.
Energy-wise, I'd say that the aura seemed unaffected, even if I've seen it slightly more "on" than it was then. As far as my own behavior, I still held back in my actions with responders far more than I otherwise might've (stopping at dancing), having had sympathy for the fact that the ex was trying to stay indifferent to me. I'm not sure if further selfishness would've produced a better result, but it didn't feel right at the time.
Also, not sure if it's useful to know, but, so far, there hasn't been any of the past aftermath that usually occurred after she'd been reminded that I still exist and that some people do see me positively.
