JAKE'S IYGSH 4G JOURNAL

[Jake2015]

Day 18 Update - A dream unlike any other

I have to study now, all my friends are saying the remaining exams are passable so I have no choice but to try and sit and study. I therefore cannot say this is IYGSH as yet if I do sit and study as its due to pressure and necessity.

What I do want to share however is a dream, a wonderful romantic dream.

I woke up or rather I got woken up by my mother and the dream left me. I wanted to return to it but I couldnt

I don't know who the woman in the dream is, she isn't someone I know but she is someone I want to know.

In the dream from what I remember, we were in class, and I don't know how but she was sat infront of me and all I remember is that she then leaned onto my chest with the back of her head and my arms were on her and she held them and moved them to her waist and then we kissed, the upside down.

Her lips were tender, her mouth was wet, which is perfect as during the evening I was dehydrated anyway so in this dream she was the perfect moisture that I needed.

She had nothing but love for me and I miss it.

Who was she and why did she come to me in this dream

Reminds me one the dreams I had when I was on sub(Idk which one). But as soon as I woke up I was sad cause I wanted to know her and spend all my life with her... I wish it was real..Too bad we live in this ***** up world where chances of finding anyone like that is absolute zero. Even if I did it's only for short-term and I have long lost pleasure in short-term pleasure. IMO

But won't be surprised if u used IML subs to find her.. Then it surely would change my opinion. But the world doesn't know this so I am gonna live by what I said above.

Ive seen a connection with going to sleep late or tired and getting dreams and I think even when I was on E2 this is what happened rather than it being E2. I just hope I sincerely hope that a sub from here will work on me because this is why I ask so many questions all the time, to either clear my doubts or increase my trust and its saddens me when I then have such an amazing dream and I know it wasnt due to a sub

You know Zane, if IYGSH or MLS 5.5G actually works on me, and continues to work on me until its permanent to my character and personality (that of being a great learner and student) then I will surely use the other subs available at that time to become not only a sexier human being in the eyes of men and women but be able to garner respect from all and most of all attract to me those women that I want and desire.

I am out of shape and my friend has said to me lose weight and you have everything else from personality to character etc all I need is to lose the weight which is great but I want more than just a healthy toned physique, I want to be able to approach and attract that woman I want.

Do you think subs such as DMSI that help you to change as a person to get in our case women help us to also not be sleazy and creepy in their eyes?

going back to my dream....who was she.... I wish I knew her