(06-15-2017, 03:58 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: Day 17 Update
nothing to report except some realisations.
Was in bed, woke and heard how someone I saw as a good friend was being a better friend to someone I do not approve of and thus felt negative.
This lead me to think about how I treat others and its based on guilt.
What I mean is that if I do wrong to anyone I get guilty, I feel guilt and don't want to hurt anyone or try to.
I can be a bitch of course but the point is that this made me realise that perhaps I have a lot of guilt inside that needs to be cleared.
I know that clearing guilt is in E2 and other subs, but i don't want to lose that guilt if it then makes me become a complete dick.
other than that, a friend that informed me of todays gossip passed his major exam today and that uplifted me and made me think if he can do it, then so can I, but I'm not doing it, I'm still thinking happy wishful thoughts but I'm not taking action!!!
I think this what u r seeing is "Blooming" effects of E2. I guess that's what Shannon and others call it. When u stop listening to particular sub and after that ur subconscious is starts executing the subliminal script with full force.. I am pretty sure that ur subconscious Eis now fully executing the script of E2. No wonder u r feeling the all this. Before this ur mind was listening and executing but now it's just executing the script.
I remember I was listening to MHS-5.5G for 30 days and my lower back pain wasn't gone.. But after I stopping listening after 30 day. I noticed that with dew days it was gone. I still have stiffness here and there but not that much.
