DMSI V3.1-A: Day 79
-Felt an urge to really push myself yesterday. I haven't felt any difference really since going to 6 loops, even zero exhaustion/tiredness. I then decided to greatly rearrange my routine and responsibilities, to allow me to do more loops to really push myself. I did 10 loops yesterday. 3 hybrid/headphones, 7 ultrasonic speaker.
-I think I had a couple dreams, don't remember details. Of course, we dream without using subs, so I can't say whether this was influenced by the extra loops or not.
-I had to get up a bit early, only got about 6.5 hours of sleep. I feel normal, not exhausted or anything close, despite doing so many loops, and they were at what most would consider to be loud volumes.
-I will do 10 a day for a week or so to really push myself, but if I still feel nothing, not even exhaustion, then I don't see what else to do but call this version a dud and move on. I'm starting to believe it'll turn out that there is some sort of problem in the script somewhere, like with V2.2. To me, it's the only way to explain this phenomenon of zero exhaustion, but zero external results at the same time. That doesn't make sense to me, it should be one or the other to me, resistance/exhaustion etc. OR execution/external results etc., not neither, I don't get that. It does some internal stuff, so it isn't being stonewalled, so this is puzzling. Whether it's an error somewhere, or my mind is somehow "redefining terms" which I still don't know if I'm on board with to be honest as that sounds pretty far fetched, either way, it wouldn't serve any purpose to continue going for ANOTHER two months at even 10 loops I don't think. As the mind will just likely keep doing the same thing over and over. Two months of development is a good chunk of time, I don't want it to be wasted is all. I'd rather at least spend the time solving some problem to me that's also important like procrastination. To help me in my life greatly as I've lagged on my big business expansion due to that annoying habit. Instead of banging my head against the wall for another two months for zero return. I was HOPING I'd wake up exhausted this morning, or over sleep for hours or something to show me it was doing something. I think it's the first time I've ever woken up, and been disappointed I had normal energy! Lol, it's true though.
I may be going out to an event tonight, so it could be another chance to see if all the 6 loops days and the 10 loops day have done anything again. I'm trying to give this program what I can, even rearranging my life again to suit it for way more loops, but sooner or later I'll run out of extra time to throw at it. If I see any kind of notable exhaustion appear, or some kind of effect, or a CLEAR result from a girl, then I will be galvanised to continue, knowing something is finally breaking through. If not, and it's business as usual, it will likely be time to make a decision on this version for me.
I'm doing my best. It's all I can do. I'll give it a good week at 10 loops minimum before thinking about what to do.
-Felt an urge to really push myself yesterday. I haven't felt any difference really since going to 6 loops, even zero exhaustion/tiredness. I then decided to greatly rearrange my routine and responsibilities, to allow me to do more loops to really push myself. I did 10 loops yesterday. 3 hybrid/headphones, 7 ultrasonic speaker.
-I think I had a couple dreams, don't remember details. Of course, we dream without using subs, so I can't say whether this was influenced by the extra loops or not.
-I had to get up a bit early, only got about 6.5 hours of sleep. I feel normal, not exhausted or anything close, despite doing so many loops, and they were at what most would consider to be loud volumes.
-I will do 10 a day for a week or so to really push myself, but if I still feel nothing, not even exhaustion, then I don't see what else to do but call this version a dud and move on. I'm starting to believe it'll turn out that there is some sort of problem in the script somewhere, like with V2.2. To me, it's the only way to explain this phenomenon of zero exhaustion, but zero external results at the same time. That doesn't make sense to me, it should be one or the other to me, resistance/exhaustion etc. OR execution/external results etc., not neither, I don't get that. It does some internal stuff, so it isn't being stonewalled, so this is puzzling. Whether it's an error somewhere, or my mind is somehow "redefining terms" which I still don't know if I'm on board with to be honest as that sounds pretty far fetched, either way, it wouldn't serve any purpose to continue going for ANOTHER two months at even 10 loops I don't think. As the mind will just likely keep doing the same thing over and over. Two months of development is a good chunk of time, I don't want it to be wasted is all. I'd rather at least spend the time solving some problem to me that's also important like procrastination. To help me in my life greatly as I've lagged on my big business expansion due to that annoying habit. Instead of banging my head against the wall for another two months for zero return. I was HOPING I'd wake up exhausted this morning, or over sleep for hours or something to show me it was doing something. I think it's the first time I've ever woken up, and been disappointed I had normal energy! Lol, it's true though.
I may be going out to an event tonight, so it could be another chance to see if all the 6 loops days and the 10 loops day have done anything again. I'm trying to give this program what I can, even rearranging my life again to suit it for way more loops, but sooner or later I'll run out of extra time to throw at it. If I see any kind of notable exhaustion appear, or some kind of effect, or a CLEAR result from a girl, then I will be galvanised to continue, knowing something is finally breaking through. If not, and it's business as usual, it will likely be time to make a decision on this version for me.
I'm doing my best. It's all I can do. I'll give it a good week at 10 loops minimum before thinking about what to do.
