I wasn't annoyed in that post, I was saying others were making a bigger deal out of something than I was, and that it wasn't a problem to me as it was believed to be. Not a problem at all, I didn't want people spending time on a problem I don't believe exists is all.
I think you're reading too much into two things:
1. The point about what I want. I don't want a wealthy, "accomplished" female (what I assume you mean) as I feel they're too into trying to "prove" themselves to a man due to feminist brainwashing and believe the constant power struggles and what not are somehow attractive. They aren't. And I don't want a woman I barely get to see due to her career. I simply want what I said, an attractive girl, takes care of herself, is loyal and a positive aspect of my life. I don't feel a conflict in that regard at all.
2. The point about my friends was to illustrate how I had no "mentors" about women around me, as all my friends married the first very unattractive girl that talked to them out of extreme blue pill desperation. And are now completely henpecked by some overbearing harpy, either vastly undervaluing themselves, or being so lazy they didn't want to develop to get a hotter girl or too desperate for their own good. So yeah, I want more than THAT for sure, haha. I'm also uninterested in marriage, because I don't want to get financially destroyed in a divorce, as I've seen that happen too many times up close. Good men ruined forever by it. Nope, no way. I'll date etc. but marriage, in this man-hating culture? No way. This point you made was confusing because you talked about me having no girls around me to use DMSI with, when I do, but you now seem to mean no friends around to emulate.
Maybe it is a language issue. I tried to explain what I said in those quotes a different way again here. Hopefully it paints a clearer picture.
Yeah the thing about girls not liking it when you like them makes no sense to me. How do you ever date them? Have sex with them? Obviously, you like them or you wouldn't be there, so I don't get why they get repelled, it's stupid. Like you could be married for 50 years, 3 kids, but still be pulling the cold, distant alpha thing like IDGAF...lol. I have no idea what they want, they make no sense. The only pattern I can observe is something that is a paradox, so that's not a good start.
I get you on the analogy. Sadly, that was one incident with my arm, there were many others. But, as I've said before, I know others who have had similar incidences, or worse, but yet went on to not need to resort to subs to get women. So it can't be the only reason WHY. At times, I wonder if this is the right path and actually worthwhile. As it seems to just be a never ending spiral down the well of "trying to figure out what's wrong", endlessly delving into insecurities and issues, never really seeming to be breaking through etc., not a whole lot of traction in reality.
I don't know if I'm truly resisting more than others here, I've thought about this often. I only see a few updates out of all that truly seem to be about real life results in clear focus. Many updates still seem to be about dreams, looks, feet pointing, or proposed things happening that aren't really groundbreaking or easily explainable as unrelated and normal. So not much different than my updates, maybe I'm more upfront about it so I stand out. But, I'm still not convinced these "attraction" programs, making others become attracted to you somehow, can work as proposed. Although I know programs that work with a focus on dealing internally can, I've seen that with ASC and E2. Probably because it's trying to get dominion over YOUR mind, which is easier. But, when you try to listen to something, to go into your mind, which is then going out into OTHER people's minds to make them do something, especially something females of their attractiveness don't EVER do aside for rich guys or famous guys or bad boys, I'm not so sure it can work as well due to the added complexity of that now. The jury is still out for me.
I think you're reading too much into two things:
1. The point about what I want. I don't want a wealthy, "accomplished" female (what I assume you mean) as I feel they're too into trying to "prove" themselves to a man due to feminist brainwashing and believe the constant power struggles and what not are somehow attractive. They aren't. And I don't want a woman I barely get to see due to her career. I simply want what I said, an attractive girl, takes care of herself, is loyal and a positive aspect of my life. I don't feel a conflict in that regard at all.
2. The point about my friends was to illustrate how I had no "mentors" about women around me, as all my friends married the first very unattractive girl that talked to them out of extreme blue pill desperation. And are now completely henpecked by some overbearing harpy, either vastly undervaluing themselves, or being so lazy they didn't want to develop to get a hotter girl or too desperate for their own good. So yeah, I want more than THAT for sure, haha. I'm also uninterested in marriage, because I don't want to get financially destroyed in a divorce, as I've seen that happen too many times up close. Good men ruined forever by it. Nope, no way. I'll date etc. but marriage, in this man-hating culture? No way. This point you made was confusing because you talked about me having no girls around me to use DMSI with, when I do, but you now seem to mean no friends around to emulate.
Maybe it is a language issue. I tried to explain what I said in those quotes a different way again here. Hopefully it paints a clearer picture.
Yeah the thing about girls not liking it when you like them makes no sense to me. How do you ever date them? Have sex with them? Obviously, you like them or you wouldn't be there, so I don't get why they get repelled, it's stupid. Like you could be married for 50 years, 3 kids, but still be pulling the cold, distant alpha thing like IDGAF...lol. I have no idea what they want, they make no sense. The only pattern I can observe is something that is a paradox, so that's not a good start.
I get you on the analogy. Sadly, that was one incident with my arm, there were many others. But, as I've said before, I know others who have had similar incidences, or worse, but yet went on to not need to resort to subs to get women. So it can't be the only reason WHY. At times, I wonder if this is the right path and actually worthwhile. As it seems to just be a never ending spiral down the well of "trying to figure out what's wrong", endlessly delving into insecurities and issues, never really seeming to be breaking through etc., not a whole lot of traction in reality.
I don't know if I'm truly resisting more than others here, I've thought about this often. I only see a few updates out of all that truly seem to be about real life results in clear focus. Many updates still seem to be about dreams, looks, feet pointing, or proposed things happening that aren't really groundbreaking or easily explainable as unrelated and normal. So not much different than my updates, maybe I'm more upfront about it so I stand out. But, I'm still not convinced these "attraction" programs, making others become attracted to you somehow, can work as proposed. Although I know programs that work with a focus on dealing internally can, I've seen that with ASC and E2. Probably because it's trying to get dominion over YOUR mind, which is easier. But, when you try to listen to something, to go into your mind, which is then going out into OTHER people's minds to make them do something, especially something females of their attractiveness don't EVER do aside for rich guys or famous guys or bad boys, I'm not so sure it can work as well due to the added complexity of that now. The jury is still out for me.
