05-18-2017, 01:25 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-18-2017, 01:28 PM by DarthXedonias.)
Interesting, this was similar to what I was experiencing. Its like you get close to a break through with a certain someone then all of a sudden its like your subconscious gets scared like , "Getting too close here need to do something" then all of a sudden they start acting strange or start getting angry at you for no reason and just ignore or distance themselves from you. This has happened consistently every time in my experience I've gotten close to even getting something started. I know for 3.01 after a few weeks my subconscious started to actively use the aura to repel instead of attract because it felt like it was "protecting me". Have to say, the subconscious has to be really, really scared of something if its going to these extremes. The only difference I noted was that with 3.01 it was more subtle over time where as with 3.1 this type of sabotage seemed to be more abrupt and obvious. Maybe this difference in subtle vs overt is because of the difference in power between 3.01 and 3.1
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche