05-15-2017, 03:15 PM
(05-15-2017, 12:38 AM)Darwin Wrote: Holy shit balls - if this sub is doing what I think it's doing then it's ingenious. I'll share this just because it's an insight into resistance - I found out last night as I was half way between awake and sleep that I can't let go of control, and this is why I am resisting, I have to control what happens to me, and what I do, which is simply impossible to do.
In addition to feeling unworthy - this whole time I've been throwing sand in the wheels to slow down the pace of change because I feared running out of control into oblivion.
You realized that as...you were on the edge of losing consciousness. Very interesting.
I've been having this realization as well. I'm constantly shifting my focus to letting go, while simultaneously building conscious trust of my subconscious self. It seems like I'm healing whatever fears that has my conscious self constantly scrambling for control - which it was never good at in the first place. Instead of using the subconscious to sabotage and do things we consciously don't appreciate to "protect" ourselves, it seems DMSI is getting us to flip the script and use the subconscious in more consciously positive ways.