Day 39 (Day 9 side B),
I think I might have low-testosterone. It would explain a lot; I'm not very sociable and I feel awkward, I don't feel strong attraction towards women, and I'm extremely quiet in public. I won't talk to many people, and I trip over my words when I do.
I went to a charity event, and no one was attractive to me, and no one was attracted to me. I was there with a few female colleagues, and I wound up following around. I realize that this is extremely weak, since I don't feel compelled to set my own agenda.
Nonetheless, I'm focused and motivated in my readings and book project. I finished reading a very difficult book, adding all the notes and related bibliography.
I'm now 4 days behind; probably 26 days, 22 books now.
I think I might have low-testosterone. It would explain a lot; I'm not very sociable and I feel awkward, I don't feel strong attraction towards women, and I'm extremely quiet in public. I won't talk to many people, and I trip over my words when I do.
I went to a charity event, and no one was attractive to me, and no one was attracted to me. I was there with a few female colleagues, and I wound up following around. I realize that this is extremely weak, since I don't feel compelled to set my own agenda.
Nonetheless, I'm focused and motivated in my readings and book project. I finished reading a very difficult book, adding all the notes and related bibliography.
I'm now 4 days behind; probably 26 days, 22 books now.
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