At the same time as that, confusingly I can't seem to see the significance in even doing anything. I mean, For what? I don't care about being more alpha, the attention of women and improving ease of things as I grow is nice but what the hell is the end game. I have no vision right now of what's truly valuable.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.