(05-03-2017, 01:03 PM)Shannon Wrote:(05-03-2017, 06:39 AM)Samba99 Wrote: shannon How do you know exactly that you projecting? I mean what does it feel like?
It feels to me a little like a cross between standing in full summer sunlight without sunblock on, and facing a furnace. It's like that reception of radiant heat feeling.
This is interesting to me.
I sometime get random VERY strong bursts of heat, both in my torso/chest/stomach area, and especially in my head most often. And accurate descriptions from you as well that's how it feels like to me, from no discernible origin outside me like the environment, temperature etc. It doesn't seem to be controlled, it seems to be random and unpredictable. Sometimes it stays an hour or longer even. I get headaches as a result of the heat too sometimes and have to take Advil Extra Strength, two pills just to take the edge off. It's rare for me to get headaches, and ultra rare for ones to be so strong to do that. I don't know if the headaches are directly related to the heat which is possible as I get that happen to me without DMSI even. Or, if they are from resisting the script as that can be a side effect well documented now by many. Or, both.
I'm getting it right now while listening to today's loops. But it doesn't always happen during loops, sometimes without listening too I think. Feels like it's 40 degrees C, which is crazy as it's NOWHERE near that here. Even the air feels hot around my body and breath feels hot too, this is what it feels like to me. Sounds similar to your experience.
Sounds like maybe it's the same thing? So, if this is the "aura", does that mean if I'm not hot, the aura isn't working, Shannon? Or, is the heat just the aura inadvertently, temporarily, breaking through some sort of barrier or shield between us and it to keep us from sweating like crazy and getting pounding headaches, always? Lol.
Another strange thing I get more often...is that feeling of falling for a half or tenth of a second. This happens often. I don't really know how else to describe it. The most accurate description is, feeling like I'm falling, but for just a tiny tenth or half of a second. Then it goes away, but it happens more often than the heat sensations.
Also, I woke up this morning thinking of a girl that dated an ex friend of mine that turned out to be a total scumbag. I cut him off, she contacted me months later, saying they broke up. I always thought she was cute, but he was my friend so I'd never make a move EVER. She contacted me months after we both cut him off, her and I hung out a few times. Maybe she got frustrated by my lack of moving forward, and moved on to another guy soon after and started dating him. I was half freaked out with her and beside myself that I was actually spending time with her and was attracted and becoming moreso over time. And also I was half still somewhat tied to misplaced loyalty to that guy and needed some more time to reframe her as a sexual being and available to me. Anyway, opportunity lost, she lost patience far quicker than I could reframe and gear up to her. I've thought about her a bit a few times since, but that was like 15 years ago or so. I think she's married with two kids now, unfortunately. Her suddenly popping up this hard this morning to me, it's pretty obvious what caused her to surface...
Anyway, there's some more info I'm reporting on my experience due to your post, Shannon.
