Overblown Hyperbole - DMSI V3.1-A

[chaosvrgn]

Hi Rob!

No, I haven't to be honest. I guess I figured it was a lost cause and a waste of time, especially given her odd behaviour. I guess with my past and my issues with deservedness with women and how they've felt impossible to get, and her amazing gorgeous looks and how she would have limitless options, I felt she was way out of my league anyway and it wasn't realistic to pine for her. I could try again, I wouldn't mind doing it, if I get some time with her and some positive signals like she used to give.

Regardless, I know I don't care nowhere near as much about this with her, or any others as I used to. A lot of this is to learn about the "why" behind it all, and not so much the actual dating as even that is far enough out of my reality to ascertain whether or not I truly want that. It's difficult to describe, but the dating/sex stuff still doesn't seem that realistic, or close enough for me to know whether or not I truly WANT that even. At this point, my reason for using the program is to see if it works on me and that I can have some sexual power and choice for the first time in my life, some clear signs of women I find attractive finding ME attractive, to see that's possible in reality I suppose. I've never experienced that before, so I feel that's the first step I need before I can decide if I want a girlfriend, or a FWB or whatever, who knows. Anything beyond that, I haven't seriously considered due to it being far enough away from my current reality, it isn't really internalised it is possible. I hope that makes as much sense in a post as it does in my head, I just don't want to get ahead of myself. One step at a time.

Hey Boss!

Interesting we both get headaches once switching to B, and the same time elapsed since loops finished give or take. Wow.

I'm thinking of just giving up on "quick" or "short term" results, and just going back to A long term like I planned. I don't think given my history on the sub so far I will have miraculous results within a week of B. Doesn't seem realistic, and I don't want to get disappointed or put an expectation on myself or the sub, or the girls around me.

I haven't listened to my loops today yet, I was held up until now. So I can still switch to A starting today. I need to think about this a bit.

I'd say stick to B for a week or so. It's not that you're chasing short results. You're dealing your issues from another angle. The headaches are from resistance -- I get them too when I run any version without clearing. Once they pass, however, you'll find that you've "upgraded."