Day 4
Today I woke up at 3am and didn't feel sleepy at all and then I fell asleep at around 1 am and then woke up again at around 6 am. My cousins were coming to meet me and this time wasn't scared caused in past 4 days I have noticed that my acne scars are starting to some how becoming lite...Or maybe I wasn't stressed due to MHS. But I am somewhat calm.. I talked to them alot and then we started talking about how mobile technology has evolved.. Even my father was there telling us who there aren't mobile phone in his times and how he used to contact and we all were talk and then I noticed something... I was able to recall certain words and name of stuff which I wasn't able to do before.. Old name and stuff it's like my memory was getting back to normal..
I was also able to talk smoothly without forgetting what I was saying.. I means most of the time I forget when someone else interrupts me but it wasn't like this today..
So yep my Brain is starting to heal.. But it's still not at that level but it's getting better.. I guess my brain wasn't just emotionally damaged but physically damaged due to stress and depression.. Also I was feeling somewhat horny so I tried to fap but in about 10 or 15 sec Idk what happened the urge to fap just vanished.. What the hell was that? Felt Good that I didn't fap lol.... Also morning woods are back and are really hard
Today I woke up at 3am and didn't feel sleepy at all and then I fell asleep at around 1 am and then woke up again at around 6 am. My cousins were coming to meet me and this time wasn't scared caused in past 4 days I have noticed that my acne scars are starting to some how becoming lite...Or maybe I wasn't stressed due to MHS. But I am somewhat calm.. I talked to them alot and then we started talking about how mobile technology has evolved.. Even my father was there telling us who there aren't mobile phone in his times and how he used to contact and we all were talk and then I noticed something... I was able to recall certain words and name of stuff which I wasn't able to do before.. Old name and stuff it's like my memory was getting back to normal..
I was also able to talk smoothly without forgetting what I was saying.. I means most of the time I forget when someone else interrupts me but it wasn't like this today..
So yep my Brain is starting to heal.. But it's still not at that level but it's getting better.. I guess my brain wasn't just emotionally damaged but physically damaged due to stress and depression.. Also I was feeling somewhat horny so I tried to fap but in about 10 or 15 sec Idk what happened the urge to fap just vanished.. What the hell was that? Felt Good that I didn't fap lol.... Also morning woods are back and are really hard
