Well I have been trolling for a while, thought it was time to update on where I am and what I am doing.
I finished Alpha Male a few months ago and have been doing luck magnifier more or less since.
It took a while for me to notice or to be able to pin down what Alpha Male did for me, but they include more confidence, motivation, wanting to explore my interests more, less attached to outcome, among other things.
One of the biggest things it did was to kind of help give me the motivation or just get off my ass kind of mentality and start doing the things important to me, such as my qi gong practice.
Now I did have a really tough time with the program and a lot of the time I did wonder if it was working or not, or what it was doing. I know it was working because I was having and remembering these sometimes really really cool dreams(like the one I was on this waterslide made out of rainbows, that one was awesome) and usually I can never remember dreams.
But it took awhile to figure out what it was doing for me. So skip ahead to last friday. I started listening to stage 6 as a refresh before starting sex magnet. The very next day after listening I felt good, really good, more relaxed more focused less give a shit what anybody thinks.
Now something happened today to light another fire under my ass to report what has been going on. While it matters to me, it might seem like all I did was to come on here to bitch and complain, which I think would take away from the point I am trying to make about the subs effectiveness on me. Let me just say, I am not a very easily angered person, one usually has to cross a principle of mine, and once that is done, more or less, your history to me, don't get me wrong, I will give one time to think about what they are doing, and if they proceed with what they are doing, maybe even family, done!
So anyway, the point I am trying to make is that had this happened to me two weeks ago, I would not feel as justified in my anger and have the clarity of mind I do right now. I would be alot more emotional, right now I just have a zen kind of feeling, a total indifference.
Also since starting the refresher for a week, my....desires for adult entertainment has gone down, and the once or twice I did watch it, it took alot of effort to watch it and waste my energy.
So needless to say I am really looking forward to starting Sex Magnet and hopefully I will be better about journaling my experiences.
And Merry Christmas everybody.
I finished Alpha Male a few months ago and have been doing luck magnifier more or less since.
It took a while for me to notice or to be able to pin down what Alpha Male did for me, but they include more confidence, motivation, wanting to explore my interests more, less attached to outcome, among other things.
One of the biggest things it did was to kind of help give me the motivation or just get off my ass kind of mentality and start doing the things important to me, such as my qi gong practice.
Now I did have a really tough time with the program and a lot of the time I did wonder if it was working or not, or what it was doing. I know it was working because I was having and remembering these sometimes really really cool dreams(like the one I was on this waterslide made out of rainbows, that one was awesome) and usually I can never remember dreams.
But it took awhile to figure out what it was doing for me. So skip ahead to last friday. I started listening to stage 6 as a refresh before starting sex magnet. The very next day after listening I felt good, really good, more relaxed more focused less give a shit what anybody thinks.
Now something happened today to light another fire under my ass to report what has been going on. While it matters to me, it might seem like all I did was to come on here to bitch and complain, which I think would take away from the point I am trying to make about the subs effectiveness on me. Let me just say, I am not a very easily angered person, one usually has to cross a principle of mine, and once that is done, more or less, your history to me, don't get me wrong, I will give one time to think about what they are doing, and if they proceed with what they are doing, maybe even family, done!
So anyway, the point I am trying to make is that had this happened to me two weeks ago, I would not feel as justified in my anger and have the clarity of mind I do right now. I would be alot more emotional, right now I just have a zen kind of feeling, a total indifference.
Also since starting the refresher for a week, my....desires for adult entertainment has gone down, and the once or twice I did watch it, it took alot of effort to watch it and waste my energy.
So needless to say I am really looking forward to starting Sex Magnet and hopefully I will be better about journaling my experiences.
And Merry Christmas everybody.
"Personality is the extent to which the individual has learned to convert his energies into habits or actions which successfully influence other people.
-Henry C. Link
"I see you have the ring Lonestar, and your Schwartz is as big as mine."
- Dark Helmet
-Henry C. Link
"I see you have the ring Lonestar, and your Schwartz is as big as mine."
- Dark Helmet
