03-22-2017, 05:40 AM
Went on a trip with wife and son for an overnight. Did this same trip last year on E2.
Had a few beers at dinner, wife didn't give me any shit about it. That's rare.
Next morning, got in a bad - near relationship ending - argument. She said some things to me that felt like parenting, not to mention threatening - I don't do well with ultimatums - and I got so angry I made a few hurtful comments (really hurtful comments) - and she said she was done with me. I really believed her. We got through it by end-of-day, but things probably won't be good for awhile.
Took my son to the pool at the hotel. As I was getting into the hot tub, I biffed it and fell pretty hard. That top step was like stepping on slime. Have a bone bruise on my left leg, jammed my right pinky finger, scraped my left elbow and hand, pulled a muscle near my right shoulder blade. There goes going to the gym or running for the next few days.
Been listening to the hybrid at a very low volume with earphones the last few days, just to see what happens. Last night I had my first purely sexual DMSI dream. I even had my dick out, and some woman was spread wide to take it. The women in my dreams on DMSI are usually brunette, for whatever reason. Anyway, if I'd ever had a dream like that, it's been a long time, or I don't remember them.
Feeling tired and anxious this morning, but nothing I can't handle.
Had a few beers at dinner, wife didn't give me any shit about it. That's rare.
Next morning, got in a bad - near relationship ending - argument. She said some things to me that felt like parenting, not to mention threatening - I don't do well with ultimatums - and I got so angry I made a few hurtful comments (really hurtful comments) - and she said she was done with me. I really believed her. We got through it by end-of-day, but things probably won't be good for awhile.
Took my son to the pool at the hotel. As I was getting into the hot tub, I biffed it and fell pretty hard. That top step was like stepping on slime. Have a bone bruise on my left leg, jammed my right pinky finger, scraped my left elbow and hand, pulled a muscle near my right shoulder blade. There goes going to the gym or running for the next few days.
Been listening to the hybrid at a very low volume with earphones the last few days, just to see what happens. Last night I had my first purely sexual DMSI dream. I even had my dick out, and some woman was spread wide to take it. The women in my dreams on DMSI are usually brunette, for whatever reason. Anyway, if I'd ever had a dream like that, it's been a long time, or I don't remember them.
Feeling tired and anxious this morning, but nothing I can't handle.
