03-21-2017, 06:24 AM
(This post was last modified: 03-21-2017, 08:39 AM by Shadow2200.)
Day off again errands Had some looks form some random teenagers since it's spring break. Yesterday at work was working outside so just a little interacting with girls. Of souse I get noticed though. That day I decided to resist the urge to chase after females so much. It's funny how some girls seem to keep running in to me regardless, even more so if I wait and have them come to me. I was flirting around with a married girl co-worker and things kept leaning towards sexual innuendos, good stuff. I've noticed I been getting some of the crazy attention from married women or ones that have a boy friend. The way they act a times you'd think their single girls. Sometimes I still feel guilty if something would happen, then again it might be what they wanted so I had to help them. Also noticed a lot of girls putting themselves closer inside my personal space. I had this other co-worker I was chatting up and she was so close just talking I was temped just to make out wit her right there. Think she's be ok with it. Then again this is a work place so have to have some restraint. I/e on a side note I'm thinking despite that fact things are happening in slow motion. Perhaps thing I've been coming more aware of more and more is the fact the biggest challenge I'm working on is being ok with if things where to go sexually with all these people what would happen then. So if nothing else the healing as helped with me starting to be more and more ok with stuff happening. In about 10 days or so when I switch to B we'll find out.
