03-16-2017, 05:24 PM
Day 14
Currently listening to: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ot1FtvVaoI8
Yesterday I did my loops using the hybrid tracks. By the time I was done I was so disoriented I couldn't really function properly. For the most part my day was a complete wash.
By evening I was ravenous and raided my refrigerator like a caveman at a buffet. I practically emptied everything in it.
Last night I had dreams of K all night. And all night the dreams consisted of the sex we had. I remember at one point in the dream I was watching us having sex on my iPhone, as if I had recorded what we had done.
There was also another woman in the dream, but that part was foggy for me.
I should note that since starting 3.1, I rarely remember my dreams. Most nights I close my eyes and then my alarm goes off in the morning.
Today I listened to my loops using the masked tracks. I was totally focused and banged through a lot of really good work meetings. I was really productive.
Some interesting effects of DMSI were also noticed today.
So, for anyone who lives in NYC, there's a lovely small chain of coffee shops called La Colombe. I love their draft latte. I love it so much, I will walk 7 streets and 2 avenues in freezing, slushy, NYC streets to have a cup of coffee from this place.
At least that used to be the case. I went today, delighting in the fact that I was treating myself to this blissful coffee experience, and I took one sip, and realized I had lost my taste for it.
I know some other folks on here reported similar things, but I didn't think it would happen to me also. Alas, it did.
I met up with a few friends this evening for a social gathering at a cigar bar to celebrate one of them closing a very lucrative deal. I don't have many vices, but I do indulge in certain pleasures once every few months, like smoking a cigar. I rarely have drinks also, maybe twice a month at most. And even then, I stick to a maximum of two drinks. All in all, I try to stay disciplined for the most part.
This is partially due to the fact that when I worked in Wall Street, I was what you would call a functioning alcoholic. I drank excessively 6 nights a week and hammered through the day with work. It became excessive because I had built up such a tolerance to it.
Then again, everyone else I knew was the same way. When I left the street, I didn't drink for 2 years, and now I try to maintain a controlled approach to how much I drink and how often.
But, I can still enjoy a beer, a wine, once in a blue moon a scotch with a cigar.
None of that floated today. I didn't enjoy the drink I had, and I didn't enjoy the cigar I smoked.
And that's OK, I actually appreciate that. Because, quite frankly, it's not really beneficial anyway.
I will admit that I was somewhat heart broken about my draft latte though.
Anyway, while at the event I ran into someone who I had seen at some of the other events that I went to with this group of friends. She and I usually just have a short chat and carry on. When I initially got there, she was really friendly and we had a nice, fun conversation. I'm definitely attracted to her.
Anyway, shortly thereafter my friend introduced me to someone else that he wanted me to converse with regarding some business. So I speak to her, and the other woman walks by and offers me something and walks away. For the rest of the night, that other woman became really cold to me.
I was kind of surprised by the switch in her behavior. Anyway, I just focused on my friend for the rest of my time there and celebrated his success.
I've noticed that I have an interesting attitude towards women these days. Similar to what other members have posted, such as 4Kings and Carman.
RTBoss also gave me an idea regarding switching up how I listen to the sub. Tomorrow I'm going to create a new playlist with one masked and one hybrid track and see how that affects me.
I really am enjoying this version of DMSI a lot. I have no idea what it's doing to me, but honestly, it doesn't even matter. The journey with this version is so enjoyable that at this point the destination no longer matters.
Currently listening to: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ot1FtvVaoI8
Yesterday I did my loops using the hybrid tracks. By the time I was done I was so disoriented I couldn't really function properly. For the most part my day was a complete wash.
By evening I was ravenous and raided my refrigerator like a caveman at a buffet. I practically emptied everything in it.
Last night I had dreams of K all night. And all night the dreams consisted of the sex we had. I remember at one point in the dream I was watching us having sex on my iPhone, as if I had recorded what we had done.
There was also another woman in the dream, but that part was foggy for me.
I should note that since starting 3.1, I rarely remember my dreams. Most nights I close my eyes and then my alarm goes off in the morning.
Today I listened to my loops using the masked tracks. I was totally focused and banged through a lot of really good work meetings. I was really productive.
Some interesting effects of DMSI were also noticed today.
So, for anyone who lives in NYC, there's a lovely small chain of coffee shops called La Colombe. I love their draft latte. I love it so much, I will walk 7 streets and 2 avenues in freezing, slushy, NYC streets to have a cup of coffee from this place.
At least that used to be the case. I went today, delighting in the fact that I was treating myself to this blissful coffee experience, and I took one sip, and realized I had lost my taste for it.
I know some other folks on here reported similar things, but I didn't think it would happen to me also. Alas, it did.
I met up with a few friends this evening for a social gathering at a cigar bar to celebrate one of them closing a very lucrative deal. I don't have many vices, but I do indulge in certain pleasures once every few months, like smoking a cigar. I rarely have drinks also, maybe twice a month at most. And even then, I stick to a maximum of two drinks. All in all, I try to stay disciplined for the most part.
This is partially due to the fact that when I worked in Wall Street, I was what you would call a functioning alcoholic. I drank excessively 6 nights a week and hammered through the day with work. It became excessive because I had built up such a tolerance to it.
Then again, everyone else I knew was the same way. When I left the street, I didn't drink for 2 years, and now I try to maintain a controlled approach to how much I drink and how often.
But, I can still enjoy a beer, a wine, once in a blue moon a scotch with a cigar.
None of that floated today. I didn't enjoy the drink I had, and I didn't enjoy the cigar I smoked.
And that's OK, I actually appreciate that. Because, quite frankly, it's not really beneficial anyway.
I will admit that I was somewhat heart broken about my draft latte though.
Anyway, while at the event I ran into someone who I had seen at some of the other events that I went to with this group of friends. She and I usually just have a short chat and carry on. When I initially got there, she was really friendly and we had a nice, fun conversation. I'm definitely attracted to her.
Anyway, shortly thereafter my friend introduced me to someone else that he wanted me to converse with regarding some business. So I speak to her, and the other woman walks by and offers me something and walks away. For the rest of the night, that other woman became really cold to me.
I was kind of surprised by the switch in her behavior. Anyway, I just focused on my friend for the rest of my time there and celebrated his success.
I've noticed that I have an interesting attitude towards women these days. Similar to what other members have posted, such as 4Kings and Carman.
RTBoss also gave me an idea regarding switching up how I listen to the sub. Tomorrow I'm going to create a new playlist with one masked and one hybrid track and see how that affects me.
I really am enjoying this version of DMSI a lot. I have no idea what it's doing to me, but honestly, it doesn't even matter. The journey with this version is so enjoyable that at this point the destination no longer matters.
