DMSI V3.1-A: Day 15
-I feel pretty much no exhaustion, only have had a couple random spurts of massive exhaustion, that go away after 30 minutes max. One of those last night, first one maybe very early on in the run? I don't recall exactly. Otherwise, very smooth sailing on this front for me, thankfully.
-After the first few nights, I now never remember dreams. At all. In any way.
-Both of those combined have actually at times made me wonder if I am listening to the sub at a loud enough level, as for a week now or more I've lowered the volume. Or if something is wrong with my setup, even though I use Frequensee every time before doing my loops. I'm currently listening to hybrid as usual, headphones, at -30db ultrasonic, -50db masked. Before the volume change, the masked was up maybe 10 decibels to -40db.
-I seem to be either more disinterested, or girls are just taken off their pedestal. I'm not sure which.
-I still have this constant feeling of "blankness", or "detached numbness". I don't dislike it, don't get me wrong. It's just a foreign feeling I'm not used to, that this version is causing. It's peaceful. Also, feeling a form of relaxed contentment and quiet confidence in myself and things.
-I've been talking back and forth with the girl I spoke of earlier in posts. 2-3 times in the past couple weeks by text, no big deal. I am far less involved, she's one I probably was overinterested in long ago. Now, I feel far different. She, and others, are nowhere near the massive deal they used to be. Again, I don't know if this is the girls being taken off their pedestal, or just disinterest in pursuing and "making things happen". Overall, just far more chill and detached and letting them show more to me before getting all nervous or invested so early and just turning them off and ruining things.
-I seem smoother or more calm and self assured when talking to girls I find attractive. I'll put this to the test in person when out at my next social gathering.
-Haven't been around females in person that I'd like to see DMSI work on for a couple weeks now. But, unlike other times I'd miss outings and not see all the girls and get mad or depressed about it, it doesn't really bother me now to be honest. I mean of course I'd prefer to see them, but it isn't such a huge crushing thing if it doesn't happen. I might finally be able to this weekend, we will see. It hasn't been possible yet, other than when I first started V3.1 and was only a few days in.
-Been able to be more productive, and not procrastinate. I'm glad for this. Taking care of silly small things I've let lapse for a long time. Things that will benefit me and/or make me a lot of money, have been left to the side for a long time for unknown reasons. I've seemed to actively avoid doing them for very long periods of time. Lately, on this, I seem more able to actively force progress on those things. This I'm relieved about. I will try to keep the pressure on here in particular.
-Overall, I'm not sure what this version is doing to me in totality yet. I feel "something" it seems, but to me the real test is how it works on girls in reality and if they show clear signs of "something". Not just believed internal effects. So we will see when I get in front of females I am interested in, in person. Then things can be evaluated more. Hopefully I'll be free this weekend so I can get a look at where things are at.
If I remember something else I'll post.
That's it for now.
-I feel pretty much no exhaustion, only have had a couple random spurts of massive exhaustion, that go away after 30 minutes max. One of those last night, first one maybe very early on in the run? I don't recall exactly. Otherwise, very smooth sailing on this front for me, thankfully.
-After the first few nights, I now never remember dreams. At all. In any way.
-Both of those combined have actually at times made me wonder if I am listening to the sub at a loud enough level, as for a week now or more I've lowered the volume. Or if something is wrong with my setup, even though I use Frequensee every time before doing my loops. I'm currently listening to hybrid as usual, headphones, at -30db ultrasonic, -50db masked. Before the volume change, the masked was up maybe 10 decibels to -40db.
-I seem to be either more disinterested, or girls are just taken off their pedestal. I'm not sure which.
-I still have this constant feeling of "blankness", or "detached numbness". I don't dislike it, don't get me wrong. It's just a foreign feeling I'm not used to, that this version is causing. It's peaceful. Also, feeling a form of relaxed contentment and quiet confidence in myself and things.
-I've been talking back and forth with the girl I spoke of earlier in posts. 2-3 times in the past couple weeks by text, no big deal. I am far less involved, she's one I probably was overinterested in long ago. Now, I feel far different. She, and others, are nowhere near the massive deal they used to be. Again, I don't know if this is the girls being taken off their pedestal, or just disinterest in pursuing and "making things happen". Overall, just far more chill and detached and letting them show more to me before getting all nervous or invested so early and just turning them off and ruining things.
-I seem smoother or more calm and self assured when talking to girls I find attractive. I'll put this to the test in person when out at my next social gathering.
-Haven't been around females in person that I'd like to see DMSI work on for a couple weeks now. But, unlike other times I'd miss outings and not see all the girls and get mad or depressed about it, it doesn't really bother me now to be honest. I mean of course I'd prefer to see them, but it isn't such a huge crushing thing if it doesn't happen. I might finally be able to this weekend, we will see. It hasn't been possible yet, other than when I first started V3.1 and was only a few days in.
-Been able to be more productive, and not procrastinate. I'm glad for this. Taking care of silly small things I've let lapse for a long time. Things that will benefit me and/or make me a lot of money, have been left to the side for a long time for unknown reasons. I've seemed to actively avoid doing them for very long periods of time. Lately, on this, I seem more able to actively force progress on those things. This I'm relieved about. I will try to keep the pressure on here in particular.
-Overall, I'm not sure what this version is doing to me in totality yet. I feel "something" it seems, but to me the real test is how it works on girls in reality and if they show clear signs of "something". Not just believed internal effects. So we will see when I get in front of females I am interested in, in person. Then things can be evaluated more. Hopefully I'll be free this weekend so I can get a look at where things are at.
If I remember something else I'll post.
That's it for now.
