03-12-2017, 06:56 PM
Day 10
Currently listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60ItHLz5WEA
I wanted to recap the last 10 days in more detail, as there were plenty of things that happened that I wanted to record in more detail. I hit some of the high-points in my previous posts.
So, a few things worth noting, and none of these are actually negatives - it just kind of made me laugh that it all happened in the same week...
So, Monday right before I had a meeting, my belt broke. I was thinking it was on a hinge, but I didn't think it would rip right off after I went to buckle it again. Lately, I have lost a lot of weight and I had been moving to the very last punch hole in my belt. As I was strapping to it, the hinge just ripped off.
No problem, went to Macy's, got a brand new belt, off to my meeting which went without a hitch.
Thursday morning, I was getting dressed as I had another set of meetings and was then going to meet the friend for drinks that night, she's the one I wrote about on my very first post here and in my previous journals.
As I go pick up my bottle of Acqua Di Gio (my favorite cologne), the bottle slips out of my hand and shatters on my bathroom floor. I clean it up, dig around for another cologne and come across a backup bottle of cool water, and spray myself with that.
On the plus side, the bathroom has smelled like my favorite cologne for the past 4 days.
Thursday night, out with my friend and at some point I forgot my credit card at a bar. I only had one beer. I didn't realize this until I'm with another friend who was visiting from out of town, who I went to lunch with, and as I go to pay, I realize my card is gone.
Called card company, canceled the card, checked all previous transactions, new card shipped out.
In a previous life, a lot of these things would have seriously stressed me out. To have all of them happen in the same week...
I was able to just let all of that slide off of me. I found that to be an interesting change in my behavior and how I am dealing with external factors affecting my mood.
Onto other observations that occurred. Tuesday night I had a craving for a burger, so I hit up the Smashburger by Fulton street. I ordered a classic smash and a small smash fries. I had a bottle of water on me, and so I didn't need a drink. My order came out and it looked like a double smash, the patty was twice the size of a regular burger and they gave me a large smash fries.
I then halfway through my meal was craving a coke. I normally don't drink soda, so every now and again when I have an urge, I tend to indulge. So I went up to get a drink and I got that on the house.
Friday night I was hanging with an old friend of mine and she had this craving for KFC and beer. She's Korean and at one point, the two of us lived in Korea around the same time, and fried chicken and beer was something we used to indulge in a lot.
So, I was like yeah, I'll pick some stuff up and meet you at your place. So I find a KFC (not as easy a thing to do as I thought it would be), and order an 8 piece meal. Typically an 8 piece meal comes with two large sides. The guy gave me three large sides with my order. Cool.
I get to her place with the chicken and beer, and it turns out the guy also gave me 10 pieces of chicken and hooked up some side sauces as well.
Saturday night I go out to dinner with a few friends to celebrate one of their birthdays. The service in the restaurant was shoddy that night, our waitress was clueless. That being said, Manager came by and apologized, comped us a meal and free dessert.
Now, onto the last of my experiences for this past week.
Saturday morning I woke up around 5AM, and by 6 I had put on my headphones and started my loops. I get through the first loop totally in the zone. Half way through the second loop I close my eyes and listen to the sound. I was conscious of the sound I was listening to. And then the music suddenly stops. I open my eyes and look at my iPhone and the loop had finished and it was 8 something in the morning.
30 minutes of my life went by in the blink of an eye. Like, literally, a blink. I was conscious of the sound and I didn't feel like I fell asleep.
After that I took the headphones off and decided to crash for another hour or two.
This is where things got interesting again. I had a dream where I was hanging out with a friend of mine at a bar and I was talking to this waitress. At some point the waitress came over to hug me and suddenly we were kissing.
The weird thing is when I woke up, I didn't feel like I had a dream. It felt like a memory. I mean it was that vivid. It was so vivid as a matter of fact, that I spent 5 minutes asking myself how I got home last night, after I had the chicken and beer with my other friend. What happened after that? Did I meet up with my other buddy and go to another bar?
When I did have the beer with my friend, I only finished half of my beer. I barely drank anything at all.
My mind then tried to put fragmented pieces of my memory back together, until I realized, I came home straight and went to bed. That thing with the waitress never happened.
Today I met some friends for lunch at a Korean bbq spot. I don't think I've ever eaten as much meat as I did today. I don't think I've ever eaten as much during a single meal as I did today. It was insane. Even the waitress at the place commented on how much I could eat. I don't even want to get into how much the bill ended up being, due to the amounts of food I ordered. I paid in cash and got a 5% discount off the bill...
I then came home, and I was still hungry. I also finally had a headache. Not sure if the headache was a resistance headache or just something due to the amount of meat my body was processing, but it was interesting.
I put my headphones on again, and started my loops. This time, around the 20 minute mark of my first loop until the 3 minute mark of my second loop, I had another time lapse. I could hear the sounds, but it was like time fast forwarded. It wasn't the iPhone either, cuz I checked the actual time to see if my phone was skipping tracks. It wasn't.
I didn't have much for dinner tonight, the hunger dissipated by the evening time.
This version of DMSI is affecting me really deeply. There were so many other things that happened this week, but writing it all out would be like writing a book. I'll close it on the fact that I ran into friends I haven't seen in years, all within a span of two or three days within each other.
Including three in one day, all of whom I hadn't seen in a decade or more.
DMSI is definitely working. The free food reminds me of my time on 2.3 when I was experiencing something similar. That was the first version of DMSI that I had used.
There are other things that are happening internally also, I just don't really know fully what it is that's happening.
The thing with the time lapses is what is really pronounced to me. I know there is state shifting technology within DMSI, so I am guessing that the time lapses are tied to that. Either way, it's a really strange feeling.
I'll try to update more frequently, in an effort to keep my posts more truncated and focused on a few points.
This version is a game changer...
Currently listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60ItHLz5WEA
I wanted to recap the last 10 days in more detail, as there were plenty of things that happened that I wanted to record in more detail. I hit some of the high-points in my previous posts.
So, a few things worth noting, and none of these are actually negatives - it just kind of made me laugh that it all happened in the same week...
So, Monday right before I had a meeting, my belt broke. I was thinking it was on a hinge, but I didn't think it would rip right off after I went to buckle it again. Lately, I have lost a lot of weight and I had been moving to the very last punch hole in my belt. As I was strapping to it, the hinge just ripped off.
No problem, went to Macy's, got a brand new belt, off to my meeting which went without a hitch.
Thursday morning, I was getting dressed as I had another set of meetings and was then going to meet the friend for drinks that night, she's the one I wrote about on my very first post here and in my previous journals.
As I go pick up my bottle of Acqua Di Gio (my favorite cologne), the bottle slips out of my hand and shatters on my bathroom floor. I clean it up, dig around for another cologne and come across a backup bottle of cool water, and spray myself with that.
On the plus side, the bathroom has smelled like my favorite cologne for the past 4 days.
Thursday night, out with my friend and at some point I forgot my credit card at a bar. I only had one beer. I didn't realize this until I'm with another friend who was visiting from out of town, who I went to lunch with, and as I go to pay, I realize my card is gone.
Called card company, canceled the card, checked all previous transactions, new card shipped out.
In a previous life, a lot of these things would have seriously stressed me out. To have all of them happen in the same week...
I was able to just let all of that slide off of me. I found that to be an interesting change in my behavior and how I am dealing with external factors affecting my mood.
Onto other observations that occurred. Tuesday night I had a craving for a burger, so I hit up the Smashburger by Fulton street. I ordered a classic smash and a small smash fries. I had a bottle of water on me, and so I didn't need a drink. My order came out and it looked like a double smash, the patty was twice the size of a regular burger and they gave me a large smash fries.
I then halfway through my meal was craving a coke. I normally don't drink soda, so every now and again when I have an urge, I tend to indulge. So I went up to get a drink and I got that on the house.
Friday night I was hanging with an old friend of mine and she had this craving for KFC and beer. She's Korean and at one point, the two of us lived in Korea around the same time, and fried chicken and beer was something we used to indulge in a lot.
So, I was like yeah, I'll pick some stuff up and meet you at your place. So I find a KFC (not as easy a thing to do as I thought it would be), and order an 8 piece meal. Typically an 8 piece meal comes with two large sides. The guy gave me three large sides with my order. Cool.
I get to her place with the chicken and beer, and it turns out the guy also gave me 10 pieces of chicken and hooked up some side sauces as well.
Saturday night I go out to dinner with a few friends to celebrate one of their birthdays. The service in the restaurant was shoddy that night, our waitress was clueless. That being said, Manager came by and apologized, comped us a meal and free dessert.
Now, onto the last of my experiences for this past week.
Saturday morning I woke up around 5AM, and by 6 I had put on my headphones and started my loops. I get through the first loop totally in the zone. Half way through the second loop I close my eyes and listen to the sound. I was conscious of the sound I was listening to. And then the music suddenly stops. I open my eyes and look at my iPhone and the loop had finished and it was 8 something in the morning.
30 minutes of my life went by in the blink of an eye. Like, literally, a blink. I was conscious of the sound and I didn't feel like I fell asleep.
After that I took the headphones off and decided to crash for another hour or two.
This is where things got interesting again. I had a dream where I was hanging out with a friend of mine at a bar and I was talking to this waitress. At some point the waitress came over to hug me and suddenly we were kissing.
The weird thing is when I woke up, I didn't feel like I had a dream. It felt like a memory. I mean it was that vivid. It was so vivid as a matter of fact, that I spent 5 minutes asking myself how I got home last night, after I had the chicken and beer with my other friend. What happened after that? Did I meet up with my other buddy and go to another bar?
When I did have the beer with my friend, I only finished half of my beer. I barely drank anything at all.
My mind then tried to put fragmented pieces of my memory back together, until I realized, I came home straight and went to bed. That thing with the waitress never happened.
Today I met some friends for lunch at a Korean bbq spot. I don't think I've ever eaten as much meat as I did today. I don't think I've ever eaten as much during a single meal as I did today. It was insane. Even the waitress at the place commented on how much I could eat. I don't even want to get into how much the bill ended up being, due to the amounts of food I ordered. I paid in cash and got a 5% discount off the bill...
I then came home, and I was still hungry. I also finally had a headache. Not sure if the headache was a resistance headache or just something due to the amount of meat my body was processing, but it was interesting.
I put my headphones on again, and started my loops. This time, around the 20 minute mark of my first loop until the 3 minute mark of my second loop, I had another time lapse. I could hear the sounds, but it was like time fast forwarded. It wasn't the iPhone either, cuz I checked the actual time to see if my phone was skipping tracks. It wasn't.
I didn't have much for dinner tonight, the hunger dissipated by the evening time.
This version of DMSI is affecting me really deeply. There were so many other things that happened this week, but writing it all out would be like writing a book. I'll close it on the fact that I ran into friends I haven't seen in years, all within a span of two or three days within each other.
Including three in one day, all of whom I hadn't seen in a decade or more.
DMSI is definitely working. The free food reminds me of my time on 2.3 when I was experiencing something similar. That was the first version of DMSI that I had used.
There are other things that are happening internally also, I just don't really know fully what it is that's happening.
The thing with the time lapses is what is really pronounced to me. I know there is state shifting technology within DMSI, so I am guessing that the time lapses are tied to that. Either way, it's a really strange feeling.
I'll try to update more frequently, in an effort to keep my posts more truncated and focused on a few points.
This version is a game changer...
