Overblown Hyperbole - DMSI V3.1-A

[Shawn]

The very familiar feeling of futility abound still. Women my age either have kids which I don't want to be involved with, or are no longer attractive (which wouldn't be fair to me as I've spent a lot of time improving my physique so I'd expect at least the same effort in return), and I haven't had any success with even younger women who I am actually attracted to and feel they aren't attracted to me either, so I'm not sure what to do anymore. A feeling still of "it's just too late in life now for me to get success with this even if it does end up somehow working someday" due to this is around. Young women have a huge age gap with me, don't want me, have massive options and chase bad boys anyway, and women my age are not attractive or have kids and are looking for a stable daddy to raise somebody else's kids as a wallet, so there's a feeling of "what's the point if I can't attract young women?" Depression about the situation and the realisation that this program doesn't seem to be working for me, that it's a rigged system unless I can figure out how to be a "bad boy" that they magically swoon for, for some reason. Which I doubt I can pull off as I don't even understand how that works.

Wow. THIS is exactly what went through my mind the whole last month.