03-07-2017, 08:24 PM
Stage 6, Day 13,
Today, I've had the most demoralizing day; it's nothing to do with circumstance, but just frustration with life.
My cognition shot down to near zero, I'm emotionally all over the place, I can't focus for more than 10 seconds, I'm thinking over my life; I'm reaching 25 years old and my life hasn't accounted for very much. I've had things that I want to accomplish that are not working out. Singing is still an easy thing, my writing is progressing at a glacial speed, and I'm most of the way through the BASE subliminal without having made a dime directly from it. My job is decent, but my manager is crazy and I'm running 5 projects at once.
I just want to vent a bit. I hope that I'll wake up in a better mood.
Today, I've had the most demoralizing day; it's nothing to do with circumstance, but just frustration with life.
My cognition shot down to near zero, I'm emotionally all over the place, I can't focus for more than 10 seconds, I'm thinking over my life; I'm reaching 25 years old and my life hasn't accounted for very much. I've had things that I want to accomplish that are not working out. Singing is still an easy thing, my writing is progressing at a glacial speed, and I'm most of the way through the BASE subliminal without having made a dime directly from it. My job is decent, but my manager is crazy and I'm running 5 projects at once.
I just want to vent a bit. I hope that I'll wake up in a better mood.
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