I am supporting Catman not choosing to pay for sex. Even if it would solve all the "external" thing's and he actually would get sex, it would not make him (or anybody else here most likely) feel any better, possibly worse
Like Swisston said, I agree with Catman needing some intimacy with a girl. Not a purely physical, but rather emotional and a bonding experience with a woman. From what I can see he seems to have a slightly unhealthy (in my opinion) way of looking at women, due to him not getting any experience sexually. And having a positive experience would be a step in the right direction for the correct beliefs. Not for the experience itself.
I am looking forward to your experience with 3.1 Catman, but I also think you should consciously aim to change some of the beliefs of yours.
Like Swisston said, I agree with Catman needing some intimacy with a girl. Not a purely physical, but rather emotional and a bonding experience with a woman. From what I can see he seems to have a slightly unhealthy (in my opinion) way of looking at women, due to him not getting any experience sexually. And having a positive experience would be a step in the right direction for the correct beliefs. Not for the experience itself.
I am looking forward to your experience with 3.1 Catman, but I also think you should consciously aim to change some of the beliefs of yours.