03-06-2017, 06:20 AM
(03-06-2017, 02:20 AM)Darwin Wrote: Is there something in this Shannon which makes you aware of why you're resisting if you are? I seem to have a stronger sense of what's happening in my mind than ever before.
In updates things were benign for a couple of days, just that general sense of well being interspersed with short periods of feeling depressed. Yesterday and today though have serious headaches and feeling super tired - I'm happy about this! I woke up this morning feeling exhausted and headachey and my reaction was 'whoop, go MHS! Smack that resistance up).
Strooong sense of self and purpose is arising - I realise now that though I may be very much spiritually inclined, I can't be in conflict with my very real desire for material abundance, I feel like I almost have to get being rich out of the way so I can move on and not care so much about it. Firmly decided now that once I've done MHS and a period on MLS5.5 if and when it comes out, I will settle in for the long haul with BAMM.
That's a good decision to choose BAMM that way when the 6G variation comes out, you'll get it as a free upgrade.
