03-06-2017, 02:20 AM
Is there something in this Shannon which makes you aware of why you're resisting if you are? I seem to have a stronger sense of what's happening in my mind than ever before.
In updates things were benign for a couple of days, just that general sense of well being interspersed with short periods of feeling depressed. Yesterday and today though have serious headaches and feeling super tired - I'm happy about this! I woke up this morning feeling exhausted and headachey and my reaction was 'whoop, go MHS! Smack that resistance up).
Strooong sense of self and purpose is arising - I realise now that though I may be very much spiritually inclined, I can't be in conflict with my very real desire for material abundance, I feel like I almost have to get being rich out of the way so I can move on and not care so much about it. Firmly decided now that once I've done MHS and a period on MLS5.5 if and when it comes out, I will settle in for the long haul with BAMM.
In updates things were benign for a couple of days, just that general sense of well being interspersed with short periods of feeling depressed. Yesterday and today though have serious headaches and feeling super tired - I'm happy about this! I woke up this morning feeling exhausted and headachey and my reaction was 'whoop, go MHS! Smack that resistance up).
Strooong sense of self and purpose is arising - I realise now that though I may be very much spiritually inclined, I can't be in conflict with my very real desire for material abundance, I feel like I almost have to get being rich out of the way so I can move on and not care so much about it. Firmly decided now that once I've done MHS and a period on MLS5.5 if and when it comes out, I will settle in for the long haul with BAMM.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
