02-24-2017, 01:04 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-24-2017, 01:08 AM by JackOfHearts.)
(02-23-2017, 08:03 PM)DarthXedonias Wrote: Anyway, I went through with this and got way more than I bargained for. Lets just say what I discovered I wouldn't have ever thought of. Basically, it turns out I had PTSD way before the military, it just became full blown in the military. I think I already explained my school situation. Yeah, apparently I developed minor PTSD after recurring incidents of emotional abuse at school. Also, my theory that originally I wasn't a INTP is correct. I was (and am. More on that in a moment) a SF. Basically, due to this going on it (or myself as a defense mechanism) caused damage to myself by disrupting my :
I don't know if what I'm going to say will help, maybe it can help and other can take responsibility of their problems. We are responsible for what happen to us, not others.
So what I noticed is that people are predisposed to attract certain events in their life, PTSP or other traumatic event isn't something random that happen to one and not to another one.
Someone with good intuitive skill could have guess that those events could have happened to you before they happened. As you were/are probably attracting those events due to your personality.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s941m7CKft4&t=2s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RczTTZqBSYw
Here is an example of that in this video, he didn't focus on it but according to him the stuff was there before the accident. In my opinion she is the one who triggered the event, her personality, her way of thinking, etc.
When I see your personality with the tools I use, I'm not surprised of what you are experiencing, even the experiment with psychedelics .
It's very interesting to me what you are writing for sure,if you don't mind, could you detail more the major period of your life? What year that PTSP in the military started, when do you think the first traumatic experience started?
