02-23-2017, 10:23 PM
Very Interesting day today..........I could definitely feel the impact of EPHRA on me today........where I would never talk to anyone, I actually started talking to them. I mean of course there was not the social sense of humor where I get the whole people in the work place laughing their butts off but I did feel like I could talk more freely without fearing rejection and when I was rejected I didnt care I just said what was on my mind; well maybe not the whole time throughout the day but somewhat a bit here and there spread out thru the day....I still had social anxiety but I at the same time could feel like I could say what I wanted in the midst of the topic at the present time and along with the fact that I didnt feel like hoping to be included in the conversation. I was still neutral and cool with where I was not craving attention or anything.
Felt very happy today, cheery, just like the band Feel Good, Inc. I even talked freely at home with those I usually wouldnt talk freely with like my bro in law; I dont mean to say I was conversating with him but I just could openly make comments where otherwise I would hesitate in doing so... heck I even said I was in a good mood to everyone at home who was in my immediate presence.
I do still have social anxiety and irrational fears too...but important thing is I felt the affects of EPHRA today
Felt very happy today, cheery, just like the band Feel Good, Inc. I even talked freely at home with those I usually wouldnt talk freely with like my bro in law; I dont mean to say I was conversating with him but I just could openly make comments where otherwise I would hesitate in doing so... heck I even said I was in a good mood to everyone at home who was in my immediate presence.
I do still have social anxiety and irrational fears too...but important thing is I felt the affects of EPHRA today
