02-23-2017, 10:49 AM
Thought I'd update this here, as it's been forever. I haven't ditched DMSI but been running it every single day. Progress has been slow, but over the last days I've started to see some pretty neat progress.
Most import things that I noticed DMSI improving in the internals department:
* Most of my (very long standing) social anxiety is gone. I am much more open to conversation in general, I don't get nervous anymore talking with strangers, I also don't get nervous anymore talking to gorgeous women. I state my opinion in a more straight-forward fashion
* General increase in self-confidence.
* My procrastination has been quite diminished, especially noticable in how I now manage to keep my apartment clean, while before it was usually a terrible mess. Guess that's my subconscious taking care of me having a clean apartment ready to bring a girl home any time.
* I manage to stay on a healthy clean diet super easily. Doesnt help with weight loss, but probably keeps me more healthy. Possibly related to this I feel a lot more energetic these days.
Over the last couple of days I finally also started to see external results. Most obvious one is that while before people mostly ignored me wherever I went, people everywhere suddenly notice me and establish eye contact. This started like 2 weeks ago, and is still happening. I guess this might be the celebrity effect part of the aura, not sure.
Last week I also noticed the first thing that I would really attribute to the sniper. Was waiting at the station for my subway train. A girl exited an incoming train, looks at me while passing by and quickly looks away when I look at her. She walks another 20 meters or so while slowing down, suddenly stopping, standing there for a minute like frozen. When the next train comes, she walk back the whole 20m to where I still stand, enters through the same train door as me, positions herself right in front of me and puts on a sheepish grin. The whole time she seems totally confused by what she's doing. That was quire blatant. I think Shannon mentioned once we would instinctively know when we sniped someone, and with her for the first time I knew. Wasn't my type unfortunately, but in retrospective I think I should still have talked to her as she was so obvious.
So overall... finally DMSI is starting to give me external results, which I had waited for quite some months. It's still a bit on and off, but there's finally very promising progress. And the internal changes are pure gold - getting rid of social anxiety is priceless.
One other little thing I noticed is that I randomly remember tiny bits of my childhood again that I had long forgotten. Actually I can remember almost nothing from my childhood. Possibly the sub has poked little holes in some kind of memory barrier? Not sure...
Most import things that I noticed DMSI improving in the internals department:
* Most of my (very long standing) social anxiety is gone. I am much more open to conversation in general, I don't get nervous anymore talking with strangers, I also don't get nervous anymore talking to gorgeous women. I state my opinion in a more straight-forward fashion
* General increase in self-confidence.
* My procrastination has been quite diminished, especially noticable in how I now manage to keep my apartment clean, while before it was usually a terrible mess. Guess that's my subconscious taking care of me having a clean apartment ready to bring a girl home any time.
* I manage to stay on a healthy clean diet super easily. Doesnt help with weight loss, but probably keeps me more healthy. Possibly related to this I feel a lot more energetic these days.
Over the last couple of days I finally also started to see external results. Most obvious one is that while before people mostly ignored me wherever I went, people everywhere suddenly notice me and establish eye contact. This started like 2 weeks ago, and is still happening. I guess this might be the celebrity effect part of the aura, not sure.
Last week I also noticed the first thing that I would really attribute to the sniper. Was waiting at the station for my subway train. A girl exited an incoming train, looks at me while passing by and quickly looks away when I look at her. She walks another 20 meters or so while slowing down, suddenly stopping, standing there for a minute like frozen. When the next train comes, she walk back the whole 20m to where I still stand, enters through the same train door as me, positions herself right in front of me and puts on a sheepish grin. The whole time she seems totally confused by what she's doing. That was quire blatant. I think Shannon mentioned once we would instinctively know when we sniped someone, and with her for the first time I knew. Wasn't my type unfortunately, but in retrospective I think I should still have talked to her as she was so obvious.
So overall... finally DMSI is starting to give me external results, which I had waited for quite some months. It's still a bit on and off, but there's finally very promising progress. And the internal changes are pure gold - getting rid of social anxiety is priceless.
One other little thing I noticed is that I randomly remember tiny bits of my childhood again that I had long forgotten. Actually I can remember almost nothing from my childhood. Possibly the sub has poked little holes in some kind of memory barrier? Not sure...
