02-20-2017, 08:25 PM
I can't bring myself to get excited for 3.1's release.
3.0 did something deep as far as my needy behavior in seeking out sexual validation. I used to get excited to no end about dimsee releases, but now it's like it is the logical next step in progress. I still have the desire to run 3.1, but the "OMGz gimme dimsee 4 the fux" aspect of my desire has been tempered down.
My best friend told me that I have changed a lot, and proceeded to tell me that I have toned my ego down quite a bit, and refined my humility. My wisdom has increased.
I'm making progress in engaging my analytical thinking, and my post on catman's journal is a testament to that on the forum. IRL there's this guy i am taking through the 12 steps and I'm able to engage my analytical abilities in the things he tells me. He tells me every conversation that I blow him away with the insight I provide. FWIW, we have only been talking for 15 min per day for the past week but I'm already able to analyze his statements and call it like it is. This analytical ability is definitely due to 3.0, and it's proving to be tremendously useful in affecting profound life altering changes in those I work with. This is a really nice side benefit of 3.0, and this alone is absolute gold.
There's been this one girl who's been messaging me and calling me nonstop. She's definitely affected by the aura, and she's clearly and definitively seducing me. She's basically in fallout mode too. Unfortunately I can't bring myself to even think about allowing myself to let her seduce me into bed. She's a mental case. Really bad, at that. Sex would not be drama free with this woman... but the aura is teasing her... poor lady!
3.0 did something deep as far as my needy behavior in seeking out sexual validation. I used to get excited to no end about dimsee releases, but now it's like it is the logical next step in progress. I still have the desire to run 3.1, but the "OMGz gimme dimsee 4 the fux" aspect of my desire has been tempered down.
My best friend told me that I have changed a lot, and proceeded to tell me that I have toned my ego down quite a bit, and refined my humility. My wisdom has increased.
I'm making progress in engaging my analytical thinking, and my post on catman's journal is a testament to that on the forum. IRL there's this guy i am taking through the 12 steps and I'm able to engage my analytical abilities in the things he tells me. He tells me every conversation that I blow him away with the insight I provide. FWIW, we have only been talking for 15 min per day for the past week but I'm already able to analyze his statements and call it like it is. This analytical ability is definitely due to 3.0, and it's proving to be tremendously useful in affecting profound life altering changes in those I work with. This is a really nice side benefit of 3.0, and this alone is absolute gold.
There's been this one girl who's been messaging me and calling me nonstop. She's definitely affected by the aura, and she's clearly and definitively seducing me. She's basically in fallout mode too. Unfortunately I can't bring myself to even think about allowing myself to let her seduce me into bed. She's a mental case. Really bad, at that. Sex would not be drama free with this woman... but the aura is teasing her... poor lady!
