11-28-2011, 04:33 AM
As for an affirmation, you could use; I do not care what others think about me.
Spiral, I think it never really goes away, the doubting..
Let me give you an example from before I knew and used subliminals (when I realized that I have just began my journey); On my way to Amsterdam I was sitting beside a man. I greet him. There was a woman around start thirties sitting in front of him and there was a free seat beside her. I switched seat and sat beside her (can't remember if it was before the plane took off or after) . She was from a little country in the middle east. A beautiful woman. Could definitely be labeled MILF. We started talking and at a point she says that she is visiting her husband. Anyways, I went in for a kiss. She pulled away. We could still talk very friendly. At the airport we met again and we shook hands and I went in to kiss it but she pulled it away..
The point is, I'm sure I'm much more confident now than before but I had courage then. I was blindly believing in something.
Also, I didn't hesitate. Maybe a little but I didn't analyze the whole situation. The only thing I knew was; I know what I wanted and I am gonna take it.
Yet I am having doubts like yesterday.. this post is something I've experienced recently;
HUUUUUUUUUOOOOOOOOOOOHH...!
It's breeeeeeezy and STORMING outside right now.. ahhh.. the mesmerizing enormous power nature is...
Standing outside in the middle of the storm, feeling it.. the tickling uncertainty in the body, the immense power that could crush a human being with no effort, the increased heart-rate, the fear right under the surface...
The fear when you have a pretty sure gut feeling of taking action on something but... you don't.. well.. I didn't.
(Inside my cozy home now and writing this when I should do some homework.. hmm.. f*** it )
Waiting on the train after a great night in the city. I notice a girl who looked like one of my ex lovers. She was talking with a dude. Fifteen minutes till the train would arrive.
We ended our *relationship* in a short cut way. Wasn't sure if it was her though because of the distance but she certainly looked like as sexy as I remember her.. actually more sexy.
A little half-hearted battle in my head...
Well.. it ended up with her taking the train and her friend leaving, just hugging each other and I realized that it was her...
ANALYSIS is really the enemy when you are out there. It's a long time since I've had this "F***!" feeling of regret. Yeah.. it sucks.. but it's okay.. I believe that the universe puts us in situations to have the opportunity to take what we've been thinking about and it seems that it's cycle is that it happens when you least expect it...
Now is the time for analysis: home in a place of comfort - out there it's about gut instincts man.. F*** doubts!! genuine curiosity, allows being in the present, which triumphs doubts.......
Staying present with gratitude & genuine curiosity can do wonders in order to take action for what we want.....
Spiral, I think it never really goes away, the doubting..
Let me give you an example from before I knew and used subliminals (when I realized that I have just began my journey); On my way to Amsterdam I was sitting beside a man. I greet him. There was a woman around start thirties sitting in front of him and there was a free seat beside her. I switched seat and sat beside her (can't remember if it was before the plane took off or after) . She was from a little country in the middle east. A beautiful woman. Could definitely be labeled MILF. We started talking and at a point she says that she is visiting her husband. Anyways, I went in for a kiss. She pulled away. We could still talk very friendly. At the airport we met again and we shook hands and I went in to kiss it but she pulled it away..
The point is, I'm sure I'm much more confident now than before but I had courage then. I was blindly believing in something.
Also, I didn't hesitate. Maybe a little but I didn't analyze the whole situation. The only thing I knew was; I know what I wanted and I am gonna take it.
Yet I am having doubts like yesterday.. this post is something I've experienced recently;
HUUUUUUUUUOOOOOOOOOOOHH...!
It's breeeeeeezy and STORMING outside right now.. ahhh.. the mesmerizing enormous power nature is...
Standing outside in the middle of the storm, feeling it.. the tickling uncertainty in the body, the immense power that could crush a human being with no effort, the increased heart-rate, the fear right under the surface...
The fear when you have a pretty sure gut feeling of taking action on something but... you don't.. well.. I didn't.
(Inside my cozy home now and writing this when I should do some homework.. hmm.. f*** it )
Waiting on the train after a great night in the city. I notice a girl who looked like one of my ex lovers. She was talking with a dude. Fifteen minutes till the train would arrive.
We ended our *relationship* in a short cut way. Wasn't sure if it was her though because of the distance but she certainly looked like as sexy as I remember her.. actually more sexy.
A little half-hearted battle in my head...
Well.. it ended up with her taking the train and her friend leaving, just hugging each other and I realized that it was her...
ANALYSIS is really the enemy when you are out there. It's a long time since I've had this "F***!" feeling of regret. Yeah.. it sucks.. but it's okay.. I believe that the universe puts us in situations to have the opportunity to take what we've been thinking about and it seems that it's cycle is that it happens when you least expect it...
Now is the time for analysis: home in a place of comfort - out there it's about gut instincts man.. F*** doubts!! genuine curiosity, allows being in the present, which triumphs doubts.......
Staying present with gratitude & genuine curiosity can do wonders in order to take action for what we want.....
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
