02-05-2017, 08:37 AM
What the fuxk. I feel like dying 
It's not suicidal, so much that I wish I was dead rather than feeling what I'm feeling. What's confusing is that it's not even that bad. It's trivial shit going through my mind. It's an extension of the hopelessness.
There better be a damn good reason for this shitty feeling. I'm going to have to force myself out of the house. There are so many festivities today because the super bowl is in my city. But instead I'm back in bed curled up in a ball. Lol
It's not suicidal, so much that I wish I was dead rather than feeling what I'm feeling. What's confusing is that it's not even that bad. It's trivial shit going through my mind. It's an extension of the hopelessness.
There better be a damn good reason for this shitty feeling. I'm going to have to force myself out of the house. There are so many festivities today because the super bowl is in my city. But instead I'm back in bed curled up in a ball. Lol
