02-05-2017, 05:34 AM
Hopelessness and futility strike me, first thing in the morning. I question why I'm running dmsi, when my life is not even close to being ready to have an abundance of women around.
I cant begin to explain how false this notion is. Why am I sabotaging myself? What is it that my SubC is trying so hard to protect? The old me is dying a little bit every day. There can only be so much crap to heal before I begin accepting the script at 100%...... right?!
I just have to weather the storm.
I cant begin to explain how false this notion is. Why am I sabotaging myself? What is it that my SubC is trying so hard to protect? The old me is dying a little bit every day. There can only be so much crap to heal before I begin accepting the script at 100%...... right?!
I just have to weather the storm.
