01-26-2017, 03:22 PM
It's been while. I stopped listening to the sub on 15/01. Before that, I switched to version B and was on it for five days.
During my short time on B, I noticed I was uncomfortable but I could not put a finger on the source of the discomfort. I always try to consciously manage my emotions with or without subs. I could still do that during my time on B, but I noticed I had to try hard not to snap.
My sleep pattern returned to normal after I stopped. In fact, the week after felt like I had to recover all the time I stayed awake during DMSI. I would get up, run a few errands and go straight to bed as soon as I got home.
So far into the bloom phase, I have noticed an increase in confidence. Girls always look down when I make eye contact with them. I had strong urges to strike up conversations with random girls but I refused to act upon them (I've always had approach anxiety so this is a big plus). I'm going through a tough transitory period which I am very self-conscious of. Maybe I'm just using that as an excuse to not execute the script. Hopefully, I will get my shit together during V3.1.
With the confidence I got from running version B for five days, I am tempted to go straight to B when the next version is released. However, the emotional instability I felt indicated that there is more healing to be done.
During my short time on B, I noticed I was uncomfortable but I could not put a finger on the source of the discomfort. I always try to consciously manage my emotions with or without subs. I could still do that during my time on B, but I noticed I had to try hard not to snap.
My sleep pattern returned to normal after I stopped. In fact, the week after felt like I had to recover all the time I stayed awake during DMSI. I would get up, run a few errands and go straight to bed as soon as I got home.
So far into the bloom phase, I have noticed an increase in confidence. Girls always look down when I make eye contact with them. I had strong urges to strike up conversations with random girls but I refused to act upon them (I've always had approach anxiety so this is a big plus). I'm going through a tough transitory period which I am very self-conscious of. Maybe I'm just using that as an excuse to not execute the script. Hopefully, I will get my shit together during V3.1.
With the confidence I got from running version B for five days, I am tempted to go straight to B when the next version is released. However, the emotional instability I felt indicated that there is more healing to be done.
Confront your problems. Walk away from BS. Seek wisdom to know the difference.
