Darwin’s Journal

[Darwinn]

I would like to add, this realisation that I'm a bit of a d*ck to others has also made me realise that I do it because I often perceive myself to be a victim and have no power in the world which is crazy. It's subtle and sits beneath the surface but this victim mentality really does create a hatred and a kind of imaginary desire for justice. I think every person who is an asshole believes they have a right to be and are justified.

I'm looking forward to letting go completely of this victimhood, I know it's not completely gone, and can be triggered to rear it's ugly head from time to time.