WildFlower's 2011 Alpha Male Journal

[WildFlower]

Male jealousy has become an issue.

Do expound, my good man. Details will perhaps allow me to adjust it in the future.

Well I went out with several of my friends on Saturday. We went for a few pre-drinks at a pub and everything was cool - really respectful, friendly and upbeat. After a few hours we head to somewhere busier. Upon entering we go over to the bar to queue for a drink, and a girl next to meet starts a conversation with me. We end up talking for half an hour, we kiss, then she leaves with her friends (I didn’t get her number; she was moving away, and by now will be in morocco). My friends treated me slightly different after this.They weren’t confrontational or direct, rather they were a little passive aggressive and less inclusive of me – which I found slightly ironic and disrespectful since some of them only know each other through me. It was subtle – and I don’t even know if they where conscious of it – but I pick up on these things. I think it’s starting to become a trend. Ultimately I’m not overly concerned; jealousy is just an inconvenient compliment, and I’ll live with it if I have to.